Mark and Jack P2

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by goatednat

by goatednat

Trigger warning, suicidal thoughts, self harm. sorry frens.

~.~.~.~.~.~third person POV~.~.~.~.~.~

(Short chapter)
"Jack we should get some food! What ar-ya (are you) in the mood for eating?" Mark asked.
"You" Jack "thought".
"...Jack.."
"Hmm? oH Shit!" Jack said finally realizing what he said. Jack was on the verge of crying
"Ha.. Nice joke buddy.. But um how about In n Out?" Mark asked knowing that what Jack said wasn't a joke. Jack agreed as they made their way to Mark's car.

~ toime skip they ate the foods and back at marks place ~
"Hey Mark can ya help me with my bags?" Jack asked sweetly. Mark nodded and they made their way to the trunk. After Mark helped with his bags he set them down in his living room.
"Hey Jack, umm. I don't have any extra rooms so you can take my bed unless you want to sleep on the couch. But I'd suggest you taking my bed since its most comfortable." Mark said.
"Aw thanks markimoo~ sorry for kicking ya out though.."
"It's no problem jackaboy~." Mark said laughing at the nicknames.
"Wanna play some overwatch?" Mark asked politely. Jack agreed as Mark started setting up the camera for recording.

~time skippy~

"Thanks again for letting me come and steal your bed Mark! Good night" Jack said yawning. AWWW he yawns like a little kitten~ Mark thought as he said goodnight and went to the couch to watch some TV.

~Two hours later~

Jacks POV

I toss and turn thinking about the horrible teenage memories of me. As a kid, I was suicidal and the thoughts haunt me at night. Especially at somebody else's house. Flashback~ Razor blades slide smoothly across my forearm. Blood trickling down my hand as I scream at myself.
Worthless
Dumb
Annoying
Waste of space
Better off dead
Pills in the cabinet, just waiti-
"Jack? Are you okay? Please, don't cry~" I heard Mark say as I realized he came into the room.I was sobbing into his chest. What a selfish slob you are, first coming into his home uninvited and sleeping in his room.
"I'm sorry Mark! I'm such a fucking mess!-" I say in between sobs, "I'm okay for now.. Can you stay with me? Please Mark?" I say desperate for him to hold me and tell me it's okay.
"Oh course Jack! As long as you need me, I'll be here for you. Do you want to talk about it in the morning?" Mark asked as I stared into his beautiful chocolate almond eyes.

"T-thank you s-s-so mu-u-ch M-Mark. I don't know if I'm ready to talk about it yet.." I whispered softly.

"It's okay Jacky~ come here." He said. I got closer to him and turned around until my back was snuggled on his chest and his arm around and on my chest. His heartbeat and deep breathes calmed me down.

"Good night, kitten~" that was the last thing I heard until I drifted off to sleep.

WAS IT GOOD OR BAD OR SOMETHING?!? Sorry if I offended anyone on the suicidal parts, if any of you wanna talk about to me, I'll listen, take care of yourselves Angels and be kind to one and other