Secret love (Rydel & Ross)

Rydel starts cutting

💋Rydel💋
It's been a month and Ross doesn't love me like I really do... I miss him I've been drinking, smoking, fake smiling to fans and yes I smoke.. Just to get the pain away from Ross.. It's not helping just so you know.. Riker tells me to stop smoking but I say I have to..  I go to the bathroom and cut badly then cut a few more times but then my hand lost control with my arm and started repeating on cutting my arm (picture of her arm on top) I hear a voice "Rydel?!" I look to see ROSS?! "Ross?!" I ask "Hi.." He says "Why are you out??!" I asked "Mom bailed me out..." He says "Oh.." I say "Why is your arm bleeding?!" Ross asks "No reason." I say "Rydel look.
I know it was a mistake to leave you... I want you back. I NEED you back.. I asked Courtney everything and she told me the truth and then dumped me.. I love you Rydel Mary Lynch and I always have!!!" Ross says and grabs my arm and grabs a facecloth and wipe the blood off my arm and more blood comes out "UGH!" Ross groans I grab his hand he looks at me but I don't look at him and I place the cloth on my arm till we find something to hide it.. Ross looks at me making me look at him he leans in closer to me and I back away slowly he grabs me and SMASHES his lips on mine and I admit there was butterflies and they were with unicorns and they were happy... Very happy telling me to kiss back he pulls away "Don't act like you didn't feel anything." He smirks I kiss him he kisses back still smirking I roll my eyes he pushes me on the bed and we slowly take each other's clothes off he then kisses down my neck to where my pussy lies and starts sucking there for a while I get up to close and lock the door and run back he continued and... "Ross!!! Yes!" I moan and he starts fingering me "Ross.... Ugh!!!! Ross!! YES!!!" I moan louder he starts to rub his dick on my clit and teases me "Don't tease. Just do." I say he pushes it in me and he starts going fast "ROSS UHHHHH FUCK ROSS YESSS!" I scream he goes faster and faster "UH! Uh! Yes! Yes! Mmm, ooooh!! OOOH!!!" I scream louder goes hard "MMM!!! OOOH!!! UHHH!!! FUCK! FUCK!! FUCK!!" I scream
*5 hours later*
He totally left me!!!! HE FUCKING USED ME FOR SEX!!!! THE FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!! OMG!!! I thought we got back together!!!!!!!! UGH!! I start cutting again
~That's it for today I love you all so so much BYEA! -Olivia💜~