Secret love (Rydel & Ross)

The final chapter

💋Rydel💋
I stare up at the ceiling. I never been good at getting some sleep... Even when I needed to. Part of me thinks were engulfed in the fact that I wanna die and didn't tell anyone. The rest was caught up in cute dates that me and Ross had and all the days we spend with each other and being my (2nd) best friend, which now thought back on where a lot like dates. I slowly drift to sleep.
Then my phone rang, letting out a small groan I pick it up and answer holding the phone to her ear rubbing my eyes
"Hello?" I ask "Hiya Dels it's Lori."
I sat up leaning against a huge pile of pillows
"And why exactly are you calling me at." I pause and look at the clock "2:04 in the morning?" I ask "Julianne isn't feeling well and is in the hospital.... Her heart level is going down..." She says
My eyes widen
"Can I call you back let's say tomorrow?" I ask "Sure, love you cous!" She says "Love you too." I say "Bye." And we both immediately hang up I give up. Julianne, Lori, Vanni, Alexa are the only people who care about me... You guys may be asking about my brothers.. Oh Ross broke up with me, Riker is a piece of shit to me, Rocky hates me ass right now, Ryland doesn't care about me and treats me like a liking hell, mom is a bitch, dad is an asshole... My life is a disaster!!!! I start singing
"We're all kicking, we're all screaming
We're all sleeping at the wheel
We're all California dreaming
Playing house and paying bills
We're all going through the motions
Just following the script
If we don't stop and smell the ocean
Boys, we might just miss our ship
Every last heart breaks when the summer snapshot fades
Every teenage kiss ends way too soon

It don't matter how long we're here
It's never gonna be long enough
It ain't about the amount of years
It's about the amount of love
It don't matter if you're 18, 45 or 91
We're all waiting for our moment in the sun
Everybody dies young
Oh yeah, everybody dies young

From the moment that we're born
Yeah, we start running out of sand
You can't bargain with the mirror
You can't ever fight the hands of
Time flies by like the 4th of July sky
When the morning sun high fives the moon

It don't matter how long we're here
It's never gonna be long enough
It ain't about the amount of years
It's about the amount of love
It don't matter if you're 18, 45 or 91
We're all waiting for our moment in the sun
Everybody dies young
Oh yeah, everybody dies young

You only get one life, so you gotta live it
You only get one heart, so you better give it
You only get one life, so you gotta live it up
You only get one heart, so you gotta get to giving it up

It don't matter how long we're here
It's never gonna be long enough
It ain't about the amount of years
It's about the amount of love
It don't matter if you're 18, 45 or 91
No matter what we do, we're never done
Everybody dies young
Oh yeah, everybody dies young."
I walk to my bathroom and cut myself more and more and more till I took drugs and it made me dizzy..... The pain felt great. I find a gun in my drawer and smirk to myself "If nobody loves me then I'll just die!" I scream and the last thing I saw was darkness and I couldn't see till I was dead
🎤Riker🎤
I heard a gunshot from Rydel's room. I may acted like an ass to her but I still care about her!!!!!!!! I try to wake Rocky up "Rocky, Rocky wake up." I shake him till his eyes flutter open "Yeah?" He asks "I heard a gunshot from Rydel's room. Come help me see what's wrong." I say "Okay." He says and gets out of bed "Rydel?" We ask no respond. Rocky turns on the light and I point to the bathroom "ROCKY!!!!!" I scream he runs over "Yeah?" He asks looking at the floor "RYDEL!!!!" He screams and sees Rydel dead "MOMMM!!!!!" I scream crying "Yes dear?" She asks entering Rydel's room "Come in the bathroom." I say she enters the bathroom seeing a dead Rydel tears go down her face "Rydel? Rydel no!!!!!! My baby girl is dead MARK!!!!!" She screams "Yes?" He asks "COME TO RYDEL'S ROOM NOW!" she screams dad enters the bathroom and looks down "RYDEL! Our baby girl is dead!" He says I start crying "But why?" I ask, slowly tears start running down my face "We've been a horrible family to Rydel... She probably felt useless and." Rocky stops and looks at some drugs on the counter "OMG!!! She's been doing drugs and cutting! No Rydel...." I cry in Rocky's arms. "Everyone get in bed I got this." Mom says I give Rydel one last hug before I go..... And so does Rocky. We leave and hug each other crying "She's our only sister... How are we gonna tell Ratliff?" I ask "Idk. Maybe tomorrow." He says
*4 weeks later*
Rydel was gone for 4 weeks.... I feel her presence still here I start crying a voice says "Riker, it's me. Don't worry about me, continue the band, don't worry I'm watching up in the sky where I'm meant to be..... It's awesome up here!" Sounding like Rydel's voice I weakly smile Ross comes down perkily while she everyone is miserable "Whats wrong with everyone?" He asks "Rydel. She's been dead for 4 weeks." Rocky says "Really?" He asks excitedly "Yes. Stop being happy. Once she's gone you won't see her again." I say he looks up at me "What do you mean?" He asks "I mean, once Rydel is dead she stays dead." I say "RYDEL IS DEAD?!" Ross asks screaming "Yes, that's what we tried to tell you." I say "WHY! HOW! WHEN?!" He asks "She died 4 weeks ago, she shot herself, and it all happened when she took some drugs and cut herself then she shot herself..... And it was in her bathroom." I said "What time?" He asks "2:35 am." I say "NOOOOOOO!" He screams crying hugging me "Ross it's okay." I say "Riker, I love her!!! I made a mistake. Now she's gone! And it's all my fault!" He says crying "Ross it's okay. She'll be watching over us..... She's like our guardian angel!" I say "Really." He asks I get a text from an unknown number
"Hey Riker, it's me. ☺️" "OMG!" I say "What?" The boys ask "Someone just texted me saying "Hey Riker, it's me. And put the emoji that Rydel usually puts when she texts me!" I say
"Riker, it is Rydel.... 🙄" "HOLY SHIT!!!!!" I scream
"Rydel I'm sorry for being an ass please don't hurt me! 😭😭😭"
"Riker, I'm not here for you. 😩😩"
"Then who are you here for? 🤔😕"
"Ross. 🙁"
"WHY HIM?! He hurt you Delly you can't keep going back to him, and aren't you dead? 🤔"
"Yes, but they let me use my phone in heaven. ☺️🙈😏😝🙂💗😜 AND INSTAGRAM!!! And Twitter heaven is awesome... 😍😍😍"
"Ross's number is 1-***-***-****! 😏😏😏 scare him all you want 😉😉"
"Oh I will... I heard what he said about him loving me and that he made a mistake.. And yes I am you guys's guardian angel... did you tell the fans? 🤔"
I didn't respond
"TELL THE FANS!!!!! They will be heartbroken when they don't see me on tour!!!  🙁🙁🙁😩😩😩"
"OKAY!!!! 😅😩"
"Ima let you finish but I'm gonna text you back later ima go talk to Ross. BYE! 🙈💞❤️☺️"
"Bye Delly 💜"
💋Rydel💋
I died 4 weeks ago so you guys may be asking why I'm still in the story.... Well it's to scare Ross... And plus to show him how miserable I've been without him I text the number Riker gives me
"Hey Ross, it's me ❤️"
"Who are you, why are you texting like Rydel?! 🙄😱😡"
"MORRON IT IS RYDEL!!!!! 😡😡😡😡😡"
"Oh hi Rydel. WAIT RYDEL?!  😱😱😱😱" "I thought you were dead!!! 😑😑😑"
"I AM YOU IDIOT AND IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT! I DIED CAUSE YOU AND FUCKING COURTNEY!!! YOU PUT ME THROUGH HELL!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO BE STUCK LIVING WITH YOU AND YOU BRING COURTNEY HOME EVERYDAY AND HOW HURT I TRY NOT TO BE WHEN I SEE YOU GUYS!!!! I TOOK DRUGS EVERYDAY, CUT EVERYDAY, DID EVERYTHING TO DIE!!!! IT DIDN'T WORK.. TILL ROCKY GAVE ME A GUN CAUSE HE WAS THE NICE ONE AND GAVE ME A GUN!!! 😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😭😭😭😭😭😭 oh great reminding myself about it is making me cry." "I know you were trying to get rid of me... WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST GAVE ME A GUN... I WANTED TO DIE... IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU WERE FUCKING 12 AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT A GIRLFRIEND WAS!!! OR EVEN HAD ONE!!!! MY GOD I FUCKING HATE YOU........ 😡😡😡😭😭😭"
"Rydel, please, I'm sorry.... I made a mistake, I didn't mean it. I know what I did was wrong..... But if you give me a second chance I can change..... I miss you. It's been 4 weeks. And I haven't known you were gone till now.... I admit it I still love you, I always will love you! What I did, that night, with Courtney was a mistake I was trying to fucking get her out of the way so I can propose to you... But she gave me drugs and made me think I was her boyfriend.... I'm sorry. You know I wouldn't do that. Even to my sister.... My older, loving, beautiful, sexy, amazingly talented sister who I love MORE THAN A SISTER and if I ever get a second change I will never let you go ever again... I'll just be like I did in 2012.... Or was it 2013. Or 2010? Idk I just miss you!!!! Please... Please give me a second chance.. If I ever get a second chance, if you ever give me a second chance..., I just want you to know I love you so much you're the one I dream about, you're the one I daydream about, you're the one who I think about everyday, all the time.... You're my everything. If you weren't dead I would kiss you to prove I love you.. 😭😭😭😭😭😭" 
"Ross....... I love you, I will give you a second chance if you blow it I will go back to heaven and I will never be back again. 😒 but I love you so yes I forgive you 😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️"
"Yay. 😍😍😍😍"
"☺️☺️☺️❤️❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍" "I love you 😍😍😍😍"
"No, I love you 😍😍😍😍"
"Not possible ☺️☺️☺️☺️😍😍😍"
"Where are you? 😩"
"*smirks* look behind you 😂😂😂🙈🙈🙈"
He looks and he sees me "Rydel!" He says and kisses me I kiss back he pushes me to his bed and kisses my neck I moan he shoved himself into me and I moan
*5 hours later*
God gave me permission to go to land as my old self but if I wanted to go back to heaven just to call him I have his number haha "Ross." I say "Yes babe?" He asks "I love you so so so much. Don't you ever leave me," I say kissing him "I love you, I love you, so much I will never leave you ever again!" He says kidding me back I went downstairs and saw Riker I hug him "Rydel?" He asks "Hi." I say "what happened with you and Ross?" He whispers "we're back together." I smile Ross pecks my lips "Yep." He smiles at me I smile back "You're back?" He asks "Yes but if I wan an go back to heaven I have to call God. I have connections with him," I smirk. Ross looks at me and frowns "Hey you, smile. You have me." I say and kiss him he kisses back "Yes I do, I'm very proud of myself." He says "I love you." I say "I love you more." He says and we kiss
~This is the last chapter. What do you guys think. There should be a sequel or no? Comment down your opinion.... Love you guys so so much BYEA -Olivia💜~