So Contagious

Sweet Dreams

Sweet dreams are made of these

Who am I to disagree?

Travel the world and the seven seas

Everybody's looking for something

I think I was dreaming, when I saw Godric's face.

He asked me about turning me in to a vampire before the hell began and I was taken by the vampire queen.

I missed him more than normal. Normal was over rated, Godric was not. I can't believe that maybe the last time I saw him, we were fighting over the fact that he will die when I die.

I missed him. I missed my family. Did gran and Jason even know that I was not at Godric's? That I might never come home? I kind of even missed Eric and Pam, even though they might even be glad that I was gone.

I'm not even sure how long I have been here. Was Godric looking for me or had he moved on? Or had he killed himself? He never told me, if I died when he dies.

I remember this dream, I was dreaming. Every night I dreamed of some memory with Godric, my love. How cliché is that? I think I'm becoming mad…

Some of them want to use you

Some of them want to get used by you

Some of them want to abuse you

Some of them want to be abused

I remember clearly when the queen and her guards took me. I was screaming on the top of my lungs for Godric to help me, but he didn't. I think he would have if he could.

In the first night, I didn't have to do anything. They just threw me in to a room and I think two guardians stood in front of my door so I couldn't escape. That night, I cried myself to sleep and I don't know how many night after that. Every night I missed Godric more and more…If that was even possible.

The queen sent someone for me few days later. You know who came? Some guy...But that's not important. The important part is who was with him. No guesses? My cousin. She was looking like I had committed a crime. Like I wanted to be here!

They made me read some peoples thoughts. That day they killed a boy about my age in front of me. After that, I tried not to read but they abused me so badly that sometimes I couldn't take it so I read them.

Only times, I could escape was when I was sleeping.

"Rose?" he asked me. I see I was dreaming the night we met, once again.

"No, sorry," I said apologetically "My name is Sookie," I told him. He was so cute when he just looked into my eyes and asked me: "Are you sure?" By then I was thinking that of course the first cute boy that talked to me and wasn't my brother was crazy.

"I think I know my own name, don't you think...umm?" I asked him. You know. The crazy cute boy, because I was so smart that I kept talking to him. But now I'm glad that I did.

When he took a hold of my hand, It took all of me not to start smiling like crazy person. Do you know how it feels like when; you meet the first person whose mind you cannot read?

"The name is Godric," he told me and kissed my hand looking at me with his amazing eyes.

Some of them want to use you

Some of them want to get used by you

Some of them want to abuse you

Some of them want to be abused