Remember

15

Here we Go *Grabs some tissue*

"Nour...... She is dead " he said and I would collapse any minute, My best friend

"before you go out by A week she died along with her family in a car crash and that's why we delayed your date from 7/9 to 14/9 so that you could think she moved out or something " he said and my legs no more taking my weight, I fall eyes open trying to process what is going on...

"She is not a fan" Nour told Gon
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I knocked the door to find Nour opening it Half a sleep.

"What do You want " She said sleepy
"Good morning to you too" I said walking inside heading to her room. I Opened it and saw no one.

"Where Is Gon" I asked
"I don't know" she said walking to her bed

"The hell how you don't know? " I asked but she was asleep by then

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what did I do in my life?" I said as I was walking back and forth in Nour's room

"Quite amazing stuff" she answered in a silly way.

I stood still fighting the urge back to punch her but I screamed instead

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"Mariam wake up" Nour Jumped

"Hey calm down Nour what are you doing in my room? " I asked

"We are travelling baby" She said Opening my wardrobe and opening my bag on the bed

"What do you mean by travelling? " I asked

"I don't remember having another meaning for this word " She said putting a dress

"Hey this dress is so short" I said grabbing it

"And that is the point"

her laugh is still echoing in my mind as if it's real

Hi " Nour said, but my mum didn't reply to her but only saying That I should Hurry up packing my bag

when she left I apologized to Nour For my mum's attitude

"Nah-It's ok Having Bad experience with your friendships with your mum, can do worse" Nour said

She has always been that friend whose smile is like a feature on her face; she was always understanding;

My mum never answered her because...... She never existed

all i can see is the doctor shaking me, all I can remember are the memories but now my vision is already blurred, I never wanted to die that much

Nour I want to be with you, Why did you left me alone in this life, don't you know how much I need you, you are my only friend

were my only friend *

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Everything is dark I can hear my mom crying and dad too and Dr Andrew telling them to leave me, it is  not safe for me to hear their cries..

Schizophrenia :  a mental disorder characterized by abnormal social behaviour and failure to understand what is real, Symptoms including false beliefs, unclear or confused thinking and hearing voices. People with Schizophrenia often have additional mental health problems such as anexity disorders, major depressive illness  or substance use disorder.

I walked in the pure day, the fresh air moving my hair and the smell of flowers is beautiful, the place is quiet and natural, I sat on a stool putting the Flowers on the grave Nour Edwards Esac 17/5/1997 -7/9/2015

"Hi Nour, sorry last week I was quite busy so I came Friday instead of  Sunday, everything is good, I'm publishing my first ever book as I told you before but there are some problems regarding publishing companies but it's ok, You know as a 22 year old girl with no experience, it's hard to guarantee the success, anyway I'm not here to tell you my problems " I smiled " my Dad and mom has visited me finally after this long  4 years of rehab, they still think i am crazy" I laughed and I felt small cold air hitting my face "I can feel your presence and I know what you are thinking about and yes I made you the future wife of Killua in my book "

the rain started to fall

"I guess I will come later Nour; Bye" I said running to my car

'yes I wrote my book, the book that has always been something I want to achieve during my rehab time, half of it is my life and the other half of what I and Nour has always wanted, a happy life with Killua and Kurapika, I have always wanted to be a writer and here I am '

"Listen Always listen to your heart, even if your mind against it, you don't have to do it just listen; that will make you happy and relaxed " he said

I now understood you Kurapika

i parked my car and Got inside, a warm hug by Kurapika welcomed me

"Hey I was starving to death" Nour said
"she was at your grave Girl"Killua said and Nour punched him playfully
smiling at him

Kurapika hugged me from behind whispering in my ear "Wont you eat what your husband cook? " he asked and I laughed happily sitting on my 4 chair table along with my loved one's "Hey did you figured out a name for your book? " Killua asked

"Yes it's going to be Remember" I said

The End