Love and War

Part 2 : found somebody to love

 The tunnel was cold so he put his leather jacket over me and we hugged to keep us both warm we didn't know where we were but I really didn't care because I was with him and then when the sun come down we started walking and he took me to to his place and I sat on the couch and I sat on his lap and I did and I turned around and I wrapped my legs around him and my lips were on his lips and his hands were on my hips when he kissed me It felt like I was really loved by someone and then Justin dad came down stairs and said who the girl and he said O just a friend and I was like in my mind ( Im just a fu*king friend I throught back there we had connettion or maybe he was saying that just to lie to his dad and then I asked him how girlfriend did you have ? He said about 55 and I said 55 girls with a shocked face and why aren't you still with them they all cheated on me and I said sure ( in a I don't belivie that bullsh*t and was like he got to be sh*ting me so all the girls he went out with dumb his little ( in a soft voice ) he strong arms and his plex and the way his skin glow in the dark and the way he kisses me it just take it takes my breath away . Back to realtiy so I went outside and I saw Mom he was walking to every door searching for me and I you never saw me and I ran upstairs and went in the bathroom and I started crying because I miss my real mom and dad they both died when I was young and Im a foster kid and I got out the bathroom and Justin said are you ok and I didn't answer him and I said I just need someone to hug and he said well Im right here and I said my parents died in a car crash when I was young and I was in the car with them  and my dad was fighting with my mom they always fighted in front of me they would yell all the time  and I didn't mind untill he starting hiting her and he hit her and I screamed mommy and he turned around and slapped me and I said daddy you're driving to fast and I said slow down daddy slow down ( as a tear went down my face as telling the sad moment ) and the car went off the road and I started crying and I said mommy wake up wake up and she didn't and my dad was alive he got out the car and dragged out the car I let go of his hand and ran and nearby was a police station and told the police and I went into a foster home and then she found me and that was when I was 8 years old and I still remeber that moment and he said I know how you feel and I said no you don't and you'll know how I feel because you got money and I don't you don't need parents you got money and  life but me I don't because I have to work for things unlike you you don't I poor your rich and he came to hug me and I hug him and started crying and I said do you really love me and he said yes and I kissed him he held me until I stopped crying . ( as he wipped the tears from my face ) said I love you and I said why do keep f**king doing that when you no you don't love me . I have to get to school  Justin said why and I said I have to go and I said you know what matter of fact Im going home I should really go and you didn't fool anyone you don't love me you love yourself .I walk outside and and ran to my house I opened the door and my Mom was on the couch smoking a ciggar and watching one of her Young and the Restless show and I said hey Mom and said I told you to bring ur a** home yesturday and I said yea I was here but you're dumb a** boyfriend tried to rape me and she said you're lien and I said prove it and she said get the hell out my house and I said you don't even pay the fu*king bills your boyfriend does she said pack your things and get out and I said fine but remeber this when you're drugged and all beatin up don't come to me and she said I won't and I walked fasted to my room and  I got my suitcase from under my bed and packed my belongings and my dad had a gun bag with boom inside and I walked outside my room and  went to my Moms boyfriendand I said I guess were married now he said how and I said you just gave me a ring motherfu*ker  and I ran and went outside and the house blew up into peices and  I walked to anywhere that my eyes had brought me and It started to rain more like pouring and I ran to justin place and I was cold and wet , very wet and I ringed the door bell and the door open and I said hey and he said oh come in , come in your spokcing wet and I went inside put my bags on the floor and the I fainted and Justin was like Jazmin are you ok me in my mind if I was ok I wouldn't be fu*king laying here on the floor you dumb a** and he lifted me up and me on the couch and then he put a cold rag over my face my eyes open and 

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