Love and War

Part 3 : I couldn't stop myself

My eyes opened and I lean in and kissed him and I felt happy because I been holding it in that I really loved him and he said are you ok and I said yea so do you really mean what you're saying  that , that you love me and he said yea and I said why ? He said because your different than other girls you don't go out with a guy and dumb him you go out with a guy and love him forever and because the way you're eye shine in the sun and the way you smile when your happy . I said  you reallymean that  and he said I  really do  and I sat up and gave him a kiss and I said let me get this straight  like justin I been waitin all day for you call me your baby and now you wanna say that  you love me and he said well I didn't know if you like me and I said I still loved when you didn't ask me if I love you back so he took off his shirt and I said mama mia and I bit my lip and then I realized that he was trouble but I like it and I like him and I was like is it getting hot in here or is it just me and Justin said no babe it's both of us . I said I know what your thinking Im not ready and he said ok but what now and I said what about this ( as I leaned in a gave him a kiss) and he gave me back one and I said well I have to go find a place to stay and he said well my dad won't be in town for 4 weeks and he said you can stay here if you what and I said really and he said yup and I said ok and he said so and I said so and he said so and I said awkward and I can you sing a song for me and he said ok I said BOYFRIEND that song and he sang it for me and I cried and it wasn't sad tears it was Im in with him tears and I looked at him and I jumped on him and kissed him and I said sorry I never had a boyfriend befour and he said never and I said don't laugh and I kisses him on we both ended up in the bed and we made love and I really knew what love felt like and mean't and we layed in the bed naked til we got up  and that was only like 2 hours later which was in the morning and I got up and went to the kitchen and oh I forgot that we had sex on the counch not the bed sorry type o ok so I went to the kitchen and ate breakfast and went to the backyard and saw a pool and I put on my bathing suit and jummped in the pool and the cool water was fun until justin came and jumped in the pool  nearly scaring me half to death and got my hair wet and I went under water and we kissed and I went up cuz I couldn't hold me breath that long and he said I love you Jazmin and I said I love you babe and we wnet back under the water and we kissed and we got out the pool and he carried me to the bedroom and I went to go showered and he said let me come with you and I said ....... Will I let him go in the shower with me ?  you will have to deicide so leave a comment leting me now if I should let him in the shower with me. Too be contineued