Never Opened Myself This Way- Zacky Vengeance

Ok, so here is the first chapter to my Zacky story. I can tell you now that he's not in this chapter becuase I wanted to give you some background information on Briley (my main character). There's a picture of her on the side. This will be important later on in the story so just bear with me. I promise that he will be in the next chapter. With that said, I hope you enjoy. One more thing... This goes to that_a7x_junkie <3

After a long day of working on the set of Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1 it was finally time to go home. I packed all my stuff and loaded it into my 2010 Mercedes Benz and drove off..... Let me tell you a bit about myself. My name is Briley Shailene Moore, I am 24 years old, and I am a makeup artist for movies. My career kicked off when I worked on the set of Rob Zombie's remake of "Halloween". Since then I've worked on the sequel to that and a few other movies. When asked to be the key makeup artist for "Breaking Dawn", I was a little hesitant because I wanted to do primarily horror movies, but I took the opportunity to get my name out there in the movie world. I live in Malibu with my boyfriend Jax. Jax and I have been together since high school, in fact our first date was the senior prom. He has always been supportive and completely understanding when it come to me traveling the world for movies. That is up until now. He started hanging out with this guy Corey. He started drinking and one night he even hit me because he was making an ass out of himself at my birthday party and I told him to sleep on the couch. After the hour drive from LA to Malibu, it was already 8pm. Jax wasn't home yet so I decided to get something to eat and take a shower. Jax was just getting in when I headed back downstairs.

"Hey babe!", I said and I gave him a peck on the lips. He reeked of alcohol and the taste of vodka lingered on his lips. He has clearly been drinking and drunk Jax was not a nice Jax.

"Where were you?", he slurred as he pushed past me and headed toward the kitchen. He got out Grey Goose, a shot glass, and he sat down at the table.

"I told you this morning that I had work today. We should be done filming by next week.", I said sitting on the counter.

All he did was nod his head and poured himself a drink.

"Don't you think you had enough?"

He slammed his glass down and stormed over to wear I was sitting. He starred at me and I couldn't tell what he was thinking. His lips suddenly crashed onto mine but it wasn't like the kisses we shared before. There was no spark, he then forced his tongue into my mouth without even being granted permission. His hands roughly started to travel up my shirt. I was too tired for this and I didn't want to have sex with him while he was drunk so I broke the kiss and pushed his hands out of my shirt. I could tell that he was angry now but I didn't care, I wanted to sleep. I pushed him out of the way and started for the stairs. But before I made it there Jax grabbed my arm and slammed me against the wall by the stairs. He forcefully held the back of my neck as his lips crashed onto mine again but this time with more force. I pushed him off me with everything I had and headed up the stairs. When I finally got to the bedroom, Jax had caught up to me. This time he picked me up and threw me on the bed. I was too shocked by his actions to move. He then flipped me over onto my stomach and ripped my underwear off. Tears started to fall down my face. I knew what was coming when I heard him undoing his belt. I was so scared, I didn't want this and it wasn't like him to do this. He grabbed my hips so that my ass was in the air.

"Jax, please don't.", I said in between sobs.

"I'm going to fuck you until you're sore.", he said and slapped my ass hard.

He then gripped my hips and rammed into me hard. My tears turned into full blown crying. I could feel his nails digging into my hips, the faster he went. I continued to cry as his thrusts grew harder and faster. He soon came and his pace started to slow down. He let me go and I ran into the bathroom and I started bawling. I couldn't believe that this happened to me. I thought that I was smart enough to not allow this to happen to me. Even though this was the first time this had happened, it was one too many times. I needed to get out here. I eventually stopped crying and I pressed my ear to the door to see if I could hear him on the other side... Nothing. I slowly opened the door and saw that he was sleeping. I quickly and quietly made my way downstairs into the kitchen where my cell phone was and called the only person who would know what to do. My mom. I told her what happened and she told me I needed to get out of there. I told her that I was going to come back home tomorrow after I told Jax. She said that was stupid of me but I couldn't just leave him. He was drunk when it happened and I loved him. The little sleep I did get was on the couch. The events that happened kept playing through my mind like a movie. Was I stupid for loving him, even after he raped me?

The sun started to peek through the living room window. I got up and called Dani, the other key makeup artist for the movie. I told her that I was going back to New York and that she would have to finish the rest of the week without me. I made myself coffee and sat at the table. I was looking down at my coffee when I heard Jax clear his throat. He was standing in the doorway wearing jeans and a Misfits shirt.

"I'm going back home", I said quietly. I didn't think he heard me. He just stared at me and he finally snickered and made his way to make himself a cup of coffee.

"Figures you would run back home to mommy."

"What do you want me to do Jax?", I said getting up and putting my coffee cup in the sink.

"I can't act like nothing happened last night! I can't sit here and pretend that these bruises are a figment of my imagination!", I yelled, pointing at the bruises on my thighs. I was letting my emotions get the best of me but I didn't care.

"Nothing happened last night Bri! That was just pure lust.", he said pointing at my bruises.

"Lust! Really?! That was you being a drunk asshole and I'll be damned if it happens to me again. My mom was too blind by love to leave when my dad beat her. It's not going to happen to me.", I said and went upstairs. I packed all my clothes and makeup. I got dressed into jeans, a VU t-shirt, and flip flops and headed downstairs. Jax was still where I left him after our conversation from before. I put all my bags in my car and went to get my keys and cell phone. I was finally going home. I missed New York too much. All my family and friends were there.

"You're going to miss me.", I heard Jax say before I went out the door. I stopped and turned to face him.

"I don't think so. Our time was over a long time ago."

"No one's going to leave me and get away with it. I'll be seeing you around Briley.", he said and blew me a kiss.

With that I walked out the door. It was time to go home.