Losing All Hope

Chapter Eighteen

Luke's pov

"YOU WHAT?" Hope screams at Molly,"why didn't you tell me this Molly? You're my best friend, why would you keep this from me and tell me when he's standing right there."

Hope turns around, she storms off towards the hotel.

"What did you do?" I hiss at Molly.

"Michael made me, we thought she would just be pissed. I was just a prank. I told her I liked you, Ashton even knew I was going to tell her," she explains panic spreads through her face.

I turn slowly to Michael,"look, you better fix this,"

"Okay, it was just a prank bro, calm down." He mutters back up from me.

"Calm down? Your telling me to calm down when you made my girlfriend cry? You guys don't understand, she isn't okay, she still cries at night. You can't mess with her like this," I basically scold. Calum's already gone to tend to Hope, I start walking away from the group completely pissed. I was just a harmless prank, but we don't know that. This will take some serious cuddle time.

A/n *rolls on ground*

Hopes pov |trigger warning|

How could she keep this from me? I slam the hotel door shut and lock the door.

Am I that worthless?

Does Luke feel the same?

Ashton's going to flip.

Thoughts fire throughout my head.

Why does bad shit happen to me? I can't bare this.

I grab my razor and a glass cup. I take the cup and smash it on the razor. It only resulted in glass shattering all over the sink and tearing through my hands. I shove my hands in my face, this caused the glass to shove deeper into my skin.

*flashback*

"You're worthless," his voice sounded rough and raspy.

"Yes sir," I whisper letting him push me on the bed.

"You're lucky I'm the only one who wants to do this, everyone else hates you." My uncle's voice cuts through my ears. Wants to do this? My 8-year-old brain didn't understand.

He continues to touch me in very confusing places.

"If you tell anyone I'll kill Calum," he spits, I had just met the boy next door. I'd talk about him all the time. Pain spreads across my face as my uncle slaps me, he was angry I dropped a glass cup. Now he was hitting me.

*Over*

"HOPE??" Calum screams from outside the hotel door. I gasp locking the bathroom door, I can't tell him why there is broken glass everywhere, some how some way my uncle would find out. Then my bestfriend would be in deep danger.

I scream out as I pull the glass from my hands. I carefully pick up the shattered cup and throw it away I wince and moan in pain as I try to clean up my mess.

SMASH!

The hotel door flys open.

"He kicked it down?" I whisper pressing my back to the bathroom door.

"Hope open up," Calum's voice seeps through the wood and drowned me in pain.

"I won't let him hurt you cal," I whisper, I try to reach to turn on the shower but I slip.....in my own blood. My hands were violently bleeding. I scream out as I unlock the door.