When I look at you, when I see you smile at me, it lights up my entire world. You spell out a beat and I’m intoxicated by you, and my heart seizes in happiness and in pain. Happy because you're here next to me even if you don't speak to me or aren't mine. You're you and that's all that matters. Its in pain because i know that ill never be yours. You'll never wrap your arms around my waist from behind. You'll never hug me when I’m cold. You'll never lean your head on my shoulder and whisper in my ear. You'll never kiss me and say you love me. You'll never call me yours. I love you more than you'll ever know, i wish i could tell you so.