Authors note: I just love these stories so much and I decided to write my take on this :3 enjoy!!
When you and Castiel met for the first time, you experienced those old familiar butterflies and that electric tingle when skin brushed skin. You brushed it off at first, silently claiming it as just a crush. There wasn't any room for a relationship in your type of lifestyle-especially with an angel. And it wasn't like he had feelings for you anyways, I mean how could he? He wasn't very confident in identifying his emotions. He had trouble expressing his feelings, and you weren't going to put him in a situation he wasn't familiar with. So you opted for admiring him at a distance and keeping your feelings private even from your brothers, Sam and Dean. But sometimes it was hard not to give him gentle looks when he did something awkward and adorable and you couldn't help but flirt with him from time to time. Of corse he was never able to really understand what those gestures meant, but he assumed it was out of good friendship.
When Cas lost his grace and became human, you noticed that something shifted in him. You remembered the first time he saw you while he was human. The look in his eyes was that as if he was seeing you for the first time and the other swirl of emotion you saw in his eyes made your heart beat frantically in your chest and you couldn't help but take shaky breaths. For days you were thinking about that look he gave you. You over analyzed it to the point where you believed it was nothing. You saw nothing in those beautiful sapphire eyes of his. Since he was human, Sam and Dean had offered accommodation for him, which he gratefully accepted. Being constantly around Cas for so long made you definitely think he was feeling some morsel of emotions for you that he didn't know how to deal with. So you stayed silent about it. You and Cas had gotten closer and closer in that span of time that even Dean noticed it and made fun of you at times. Sam would just give you a knowing gaze that you would blush and turn away at.
One evening while Sam and Dean were out on a hunt, you had very willingly volunteered to stay at the bunker to watch over Cas. Your siblings and you knew he didn't need to be watched, but they understood your implication and headed out without you. You and Cas were happy to spend time together. You were in the middle of teaching him how to cook since he seemed to have an interest in it but wasn't very knowledgeable in that field. You were teaching him what types of ingredients go good together and how to create different textures and flavors.
"Okay, so cheese goes with a lot of stuff and you can pretty much put it on everything," you say,"it can really enhance the taste of food. I prefer putting it on almost everything I eat, I just really like it. But you taste it and decide how you like it."
"We should make Dean a pie with cheese on it. Would that be good?" He asked very seriously which made you giggle.
"People don't typically put it on sweet food. And I don't think Dean would appreciate that very much," you say, smiling fondly at him.
He nodded and smiled shyly back at you. His brows then furrowed as if he was trying to say something
"Cas what is it?" You encouraged, knowing he still had communication difficulties.
"I.. It's just uhh.. Human emotions are very intense," he replied, blue eyes burning into yours and you had to catch your breath.
"Well, do you remember what I taught you? Just take a deep breath and clear your mind," you sooth trying to calm his nerves.
"I can't... Clear my mind of... you,"he said gruffly as he took a step towards you,"when.. When I was an angel is was easier, but now I can't stop thinking about you."
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Castiel x pregnant reader
FanfictionYou find out you're pregnant with an angel's child. (I suck at descriptions but enjoy!!)