Even Murderers Die

Suicide

[Dying to Live]

Transcending into
these earthly scenes
For I'm timeless,
Indictable and blunt

But I wish I could
conform to these
earthly rules,
But a guy's in love.

With sin
My life
The only thing that
makes my life
worth it

'Cause when I see
your glory,
Oh! My eyes roll
on backwards.

Into the deepest void
of my mesmerized
brain
But I wish my family
could uderstand

That I love you more
than any other
For you've challenged
my puzzled heart
And solved its tricks.

So here are the keys to
the gates of my love;
So babe lets runaway
together

Into the shadows on
the other side
Where we can light
the way.

And vanquish the
darkness
That lurks around
With the flaring flames
from our burning hearts

For our desired love
set it ablaze
Now we're afire
Striking each person
who disagrees.

To this love,
To our bond,
To our dreams

For your entrancing face
is my only weakness,
And the only thing that
can calm my ignorance
When I challenge the
knife in the kitchen.

With tears shooting out
of my eyes

Leaving blank rounds
of tolerance,
Below the floor
Down in hell!

Where it burns
for a while,
Until you touch my face
And dry my eyes

While reminding me that
this is only for awhile;
[Kissing my cheeks and
holding me tight].

So that's why I dissappear,

To be me, freely!
Like an eagle

For the world needs
to see my wings
And the tears I hide
from the public

For I'm hurting
Deeply!
From my soul
Outwards

For I have to
die to survive
And be accepted.

So here I go once
again;
Back into my casket

Where I'll lay the real me
into a deathly slumber,
And unleash the public's
preference

While setting off fireworks
of happiness on their faces,
But nuclear bombs of
sadness within!

For I play the clown to
win the last laugh,
And slaughter the real
me
To receive claps.

So babe, please,
pass the knife,
For I need to once again
commit suicide

And babe, please,
pass the ice also,
To ease the pain of my
deathly slumber.

For I'm dying to live...
[Do you know how that
feels?]

But that's the price I pay
for my temporary
happiness

For just glimpsing the
smile from your alluring
face,

Rockets me into the
colourful universe.