Nick

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I am just waking up to have my morning run. It is 5:30 am. You wouldn't believe how many things have changed. I realised I am actually smart and after I applied and got accepted,I started studying Math. I guess all these years of buying and selling weed made me good with numbers ! Guess what else? I am actually fucking gay. That's why I stayed with Mini for so long,because it was convenient for me that she didn't wanna have sex,no matter how much I ''pushed'' her. That's why I liked Liv,because she is so tough and manly. And lastly that's why I fell for Franky, because she reminded me so much of a boy. But after fucking a couple hundred of my boy classmates,I have now accepted my true self. And I am fucking awesome ! I am staying with Matty, but he is in a much much worse place than I am. He never goes out and when I am having a party in the house he gets locked in his room. But I know I can change him. Nick can do anything ! I actually don't have any time for friends,my days go by with heavy studying and fucking. That's all. I mean I like it ! I just wish I could see how Alo's doing. He is the one from the group I got the closest with. He has a daughter with my ex girlfriend! I bet she's gorgeous. Of course I will always love Mini as well and I'd wanna see how she is. Liv is a great girl and Alex is actually alright so I hope they are together and well. Liv has it worst because she was there when the accident happened. She had to look at her unconscious best friend,panic,call for an ambulance and wait in the desert all alone,praying that Gracie was okay. But she wasn't. And I blame Franky. I didn't back then. I didn't do a lot of things back in the days. I would think of them but never act them out. But all I know is that the same guy,fucking Luke,who killed Gracie with his actions,later became her fucking boyfriend and she let him beat me up and chose him over me although I was so much better. And even after she got with me,she was only getting revenge for my brother. Franky and Luke killed Gracie. But,I blame Matty as well,for leaving Liv when she needed him the most. Running away like he always does. The one I want to see the most is Rich. I pray everyday that he's happy. No matter if I am tired or going late to sleep I will pray for Rich. And Gracie will smile to me and mouth ''thank you'' before she disappears. Every single night,for two years now.

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