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Astro's MJ - I'm Sorry

AN: Guys I am so sorry I haven't updated in literally forever. I've been having a really hard time coping with the loss of my grandmother. She basically raised me and losing her really felt like a bullet to the chest. To all of the people who were and/or are reading my stories thank you so much for just staying with me for this far. I know I'm a really crappy writer but all of these comments telling me that they are good keep me going and just encourage me to get better. Once again thank you so much for staying with me this far. I know this was a really crappy excuse and nothing really can make up for me not publishing for so long. Now onto the the story :)))

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Normal P.O.V

You have the biggest crush on MJ. He was your childhood best friend and along the way, you seemed to have developed a crush on him. It wasn't your normal 'oh these feelings will disappear in a week or two' they were more like 'it's been six years. Will i get over him?'

You don't think you'll ever tell him. You didn't want to risk your friendship. You'd rather be hurt seeing him with another girl than not be able to face him at all. That's just how you were. You always put others before yourself.

You walked into the boys' dorm looking for your little brother, Moonbin. The dorm was quite noisy but you couldn't find him. It seemed as though they were hiding. You walked around the dorm until you found them all gathered in the kitchen.

"Noona!" they all yelled excitedly.

"Hey guys! What are you up to?" you asked them curiously.

"We're trying to decide what to order. We're starving." Sanha said.

"You guys can't order take out forever you know. I'll cook you guys something. That's better than eating takeout all the time." you said shooing them out of the kitchen.

You noticed MJ wasn't there and began to wonder where he was. He was the one who told you to come over because he had something important to tell you.

'I wonder why he called me over.' you thought.

By the time you finished making the food for the boys, MJ still hadn't come back. The boys gobbled down the food so quickly you thought they'd start choking.

"Noona! you need to come here more often!" Rocky exclaimed.

"I'm glad you guys liked the food! Don't order takeout so often. You'll get sick eating all of that food."

"Guys! I'm home!" you heard MJ yell.

That moment, you worst nightmare came true. He came home with a girl. A very beautiful one at that. You didn't hate her, like who could?! She was like a goddess. The boys looked at you worriedly. It seemed to them you weren't taking the news very well.

"This is my girlfriend, Chaerin. I wanted you all to meet her first." He said cheerily.

"You must be (Y/N)! MJ has told me so much about you!" She said happily.

You really couldn't hate her. She was just too nice!

"Kids! Chaerin and I are going on a date so (Y/N), my best friend, and my dongsaengs are going to watch the dorm for me!" He said proudly.

"I... Okay... you guys have fun." you said quietly.

You let out a big sigh and sat down on the couch. The boys looked at you worriedly. They knew how much you loved MJ. It was really heartbreaking for them to see you like this. At this point, you didn't really want to do anything. You just wanted to go home.