Phoebe Jackson

Everything is ruined

Phoebe pov
It was Monday and I was depressed. I felt like shit and I had to pull myself out of bed. I pulled this on

I walked downstairs and made breakfast for me and Taylor. The bell went and I opened it, James stood there. I looked at the car and saw Madison in shot gun. My heart couldn't take that right now, so I came up with an excuse. "Sorry, to say this but I promised Taylor that I would drive with her so we could have breakfast at Calypso's, but you go already." I said and he frowned. "I can come with you." He said and looked back at the car. "I mean we." He said laughing. "It's more something for girls and me and Taylor wanted to do something together." I said and he nodded. "Well, see you in school." He said and I think he was leaning in, I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and closed the door. "He's really an idiot." Taylor said and I hugged her. Later we went to school and walked through the doors and to my locker. Where I saw James with Madison. I could've killed them, really. I opened my locker and did as if I was busy finding something. Somebody came next to me and it was Peter. "Peter!" I exclaimed and we hugged, we were buddies. "Hey, when do you wanna practice for the duet?" He asked me. "Tonight, my place." I said and he nodded. "Fine by me, what do you have?" He asked me. "Greek, you?" I asked back. "Latin, I'll see you at lunch!" He said and we hugged, I walked with Charlotte to Greek. Soon it was lunch. Madison was sitting next to James and I on the other side of the table, I was to depressive to eat. Somebody touched my shoulder and it was a boy I didn't know. "Hey, Phoebe!" He said nervous. "I'm sorry, I don't know you." I said, he gave me a smile. "I'm Shawn, I know we don't know each other, but I was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me. To get to know each other." He said and my jaw dropped. "I have a boyfriend, James." I said and he frowned. "Didn't you two broke up?" He asked me and I frowned. "No, they're still together." Juliet said, they boy frowned further. "But that newbie and he are like touching each other." He said and I groaned in frustration and laid my head in the table. "She's depressed." Juliet said, the guy caressed my hair. Which was weird. "You should tell him, sweetheart." He said. "Dude, what are you doing?" James asked. "She's upset." Shawn said, I raised my head to him. "Thanks, Shawn, it was nice meeting you." I said and he gave me a smile. "Me too and when you do break up you know who I am." He joked and I groaned harder, he laughed and walked away. "My life is depressing." I mumbled and Juliet laughed. "What did he ask?" James asked me. "He asked her on a date?" Juliet said still laughing. "What?!" James exclaimed angry. "I'm dating you!" He said and I looked up. "Funny thing you even know that." I said and laid my head on the table again. "What do you mean by that?" He asked I nudged Juliet. "Well, idiot, you have been hanging on Satan and people are starting to think you two are dating. I mean if I didn't knew you I would've think the same. Like, dude, you have a girlfriend. Unless you have to confess something." Juliet said and at the last sentence I looked up. "What?" I asked. "First of all, her name is Madison and second I know I have a girlfriend, I spent time enough with Phoebe." James said and I looked away. "Of course you do." I said and walked to my choir friends. I sat down next to Peter and Stephanie and I laid my head on Peters shoulder. "Just dump him already." Stephanie said and I sighed. "I just can't I love him too much." I said and she sighed. "He's playing you around, girl. I know this kind of stories they don't go well for the girlfriend." She said and I sighed sad. The rest of the day James tried to talk to me, but I avoided him. We had choir and then I had dance classes. Lily joined the elite, but she had to prove herself to Mary. "Lily, I'm giving you an old solo of Phoebe, she is gonna help you. If you win you have a safe spot for the elite of next year and then you could even be my new star." Mary said and then looked at me. "You'll be forever my number one." She said and we hugged. After dance, Lily took me to her home. That means James. We entered and Piper and Jason greeted us. "Phoebe? You here for James?" She asked me nervous. "No, she's gonna help me become Miss Mary's next star." Lily said, she was really excited. Jason smiled and hugged her. "Go to the dance room downstairs." He said and looked at me and I he gave me a nervous smile. I shrugged it off and followed Lily. We started with stretching. "Okay, I'm gonna do the dance one time and then I'll teach it. I danced it when I was nine and it was my first more mature dance." I said and her eyes widened.

She clapped and cheered for me. "I wannabe just like you! You're the most amazing dancer on this planet!" She exclaimed and we hugged. I thought  her the steps and corrected some faults. At the end, I gave her some tips as we walked upstairs. "You need to jump higher and work on your facial expressions. You need to feel the emotion." I said and she nodded. When Piper saw us, she was still nervous. "Why are you so nervous?" I asked her and she looked down. James and Madison came downstairs and they were talking and laughing. Lily grabbed my hand and squeezed it, I turned to her and hoped they didn't see me. "Phoebe?" James asked and I slowly turned around. "Hey." I said nervous. "What are you doing here?" Madison asked annoyed. "She's here to help me with my solo. You?" Lily asked her, she was really sassy. "James invited me." Madison said with a big smile. Don't cry. Don't cry. I told myself. "I have homework to do." I said and walked to the door. "Phoebe! Wait!" James exclaimed, I turned around. "What?" I asked. "It's not what it looks like." He said and I sighed. "Just dump him already." Lily said and Piper gasped, my eyes widened. "Lily, shut up!" James jelled at her, me and Piper gasped. He never but like never yells at her. "No, come on, what were you two doing in your room?! You don't deserve somebody like Phoebe, you are playing her around!" She jelled back, I saw Madison smirking. "You don't know anything, stupid!" He jelled and I gasped again. "Fuckboy!" Lily jelled and everybody gasped, Juliet laughed and Jason tried to keep her silent. "Where did you even learn that?" Piper asked her angry. "School." Lily said, Piper shook her head. "What we're you doing?" I asked James quiet. "Nothing, just talking and homework." He said and I sighed. "Maybe we should break-up." I said tired. "What?!" James jelled. "I'm breaking up with you. I don't think this works anymore and I'm tired to try it work. You rather spend all your time with Madison, well now you can." I said, Lily was doing a happy dance. "You go girl!" Juliet told me. "Phoebe, you guys went through a lot. You can't just break that down only because one girl is ruining that all." Piper said  and she then realized it. "James you ruined it all." She told her son. "I love you, I really do. But if it doesn't work, than it doesn't. I want someone who really wants me. I have no problem with you hanging out with friends, but if you start neglecting me." I said and was quiet for a bit. "I wish you luck with Madison!" I said and left...