Phoebe Jackson

I hope on you

Phoebe pov
Schiol started back again today, I pulled this on

I walked downstairs and had breakfast, me and Taylor drove to school. I was standing against my locker, when I saw Lily with a boy. Not just a boy, it looked like her boyfriend. He had his arm around her and kissed her forehead. The boy was handsome. Brown hair and brown eyes and a handsome face, he looked well-build and I knew him from somewhere. I remembered him, he dances at our studio. His name is William and he's a beautiful dancer. "What the..." I heard James saying. I turned to him and he had the biggest frown on, it was kinda cute. Lily came to us and she smiled brightly. "Hey, guys, this is William, my boyfriend." She said proudly, William gave us a warm smile. "Boyfriend?" Lucas asked, first I thought it was James, but James his jaw was dropped. "Yeah, I said that." She snapped at him, he glared at her. "Young lady..." James started but I covered his mouth. "William, I know you. From dance, you're a really good dancer, you should try for the elite." He said and he looked at me with admiration. "I'm a good dancer? Have you seen yourself, you're the best one on earth!" He said and Lily nodded in agreement. "I like this one." I told Lily, she giggled. James licked my head and I grimaced, I took him by his ear and pulled him in a classroom. "Ew!" I exclaimed and whipped my hand off with his t-shirt. "She had a boyfriend!" He exclaimed. "Yeah, she's 14 almost 15. Maybe it's time, I mean by this time Juliet had her first boyfriend and you had a girlfriend for a year already." I told him. "But she's my baby sister!" He complained, I laid my hand on his shoulder. "Babies grow up and we grow up! You should be enjoying senior year, this is the last year we don't have to be grown ups. Time to do crazy, leave you're legacy. It's the final year, the last time for choices and with those choices you're entering the grown up life." I said and he looked at me. "Aren't you scared?" I asked him. "No, it's life, Phoebes." He said. "How can you not be scared? We're supposed to make decisions and everybody wants you to choose their opinion and you may let people down. And when you made one decision, you're going to enter the big world. You're going to college, find a good partner, marry, have children and so on. Aren't you scared? I want to make the best decision, but that's hard." I told him and he stared at me, he laid his arms around me. "You're going to make the best choices, because their your choices. College is no biggie for you, a partner is closer than you think..." He said and our eyes locked. "Do you believe we're meant to be?" I asked him, he was silent for a moment. "I hope we are, but I know I can't force anything. So all I can do is hope." He said, I was designing things on his chest with my finger. "Where do you hope up?" I asked him. "I hope that you're my meant to be. I hope I'll go to college. I hope that after college, my life will begin with you. I hope that I could ask you to marry me and you'll say yes. I hope for a kiddo, because who doesn't. I hope on a life with you until death separates us. I hope on you." He told me and I looked up, my eyes filled with tears. "You wanna do that all with me?" I asked him shocked. "You don't know how much I want that, how much I want you. I love you more than anything and I'll always will, even if we don't work out. You'll always be my number one girl, from the start to the end." He said and tears fell down. "Those our the most beautiful words you ever said to me." I told him and he blushed. "Well. It's the truth." He said and I hugged him tight. Madison came inside. "What are you doing?" She asked angry, I whipped my tears away. I looked back at James and walked out of the room, Madison took my arm nut I pushed her off. Those words meant everything to me and I wanted to hear them my entire life. I wanted him all to myself and no other girl came to him. I knew this was jealousy and I didn't liked the feeling, it was the most ugly feeling. It did things with you and made you hard and cold. I wanted to rip Madison her head off, only because she touches him. The kissing and the couple thing, I want to kill her painfully and slowly. Classes came and I wasn't concentrated, I just was angry and couldn't watch them or her doing romantic. Lunch came and I sat down with my food. They were doing it against a and I was about to burst out. I took my food and stood up. "Where are you going?" Taylor asked. "To Stephanie..." I mumbled and walked away. I sat down and they sensed my jealousy. "Jealousy is an awful feeling." Stephan said and I nodded in agreement. "I can't stop it, now after he said those words I want to kill the girl. I just..." I said and stopped at the end. "Want him for yourself?" Sarah guessed and I nodded. "This is something I don't get, you two tell each other what you feel and yet he still is with that devil." Peter said and I looked down. "I just got to avoid them till, the end of the year." I said and they looked at me. "Good luck with that." Peter said and patted my back. We ate further and went back to class, school was over and I had choir practice. After that I had dance repetition and it was at Juliet. I sighed irritated, but I to go. It was my dance routine and I choreographed it. I rang the bell and I knew I was late. "You're choreographing this number and yet you're late." Juliet said annoyed. "Repetition ended a little to late." I said and she shook her head. She let me inside, Piper greeted me and I saw Lily on the cough with William, giggling and watching a movie. I noticed Jason frowning at them and I laughed. We went to the dance space, we warned up and they started. I danced in the routine myself. We practiced and it was starting to look good. After three hours of training, we were finished. I gave them some feedback. The dancers except my friends went home. Juliet, Charlotte, Korra, Jane and I were in the kitchen eating ships. Jame shame down with Madison and I hide away in the chips bag. "Why are you wearing dance clothes?" Madison asked and Juliet sighed irritated. "We were practicing a routine and this is what dancers wear." Juliet snapped at her. "I know what dancers wear, because I am one." Madison told her and Korra laughed. "Oh, really are you dancing at the competition this weekend?" She asked her. "I'm wining if that's what you mean." Madison told her, everybody laughed except me and James. "You know Phoebe has a solo, right?" Charlotte asked her laughing. "So?" Madison asked. "So she's gonna beat your ass." Jane said. "I can dance ten times better than her!" Madison exclaimed and j rolled my eyes. "She's been doing competitions since she was four and lost three times since then." James told her. "Well, I never lost." Madison said nervous, you could hear she was lying. "Good luck with losing." Juliet told her. "I'm not going to l..." I cut her off. "I need to go home, see you tomorrow." I said and went outside to my car. I drove home and went to bed...