Alice's POV
I glared ahead as all the guys were talking and laughing as Micah had his arm wrapped around my shoulders in a comforting way.
"Hey, Ali." Jackson said nudging my leg lightly, getting my attention and look at him.
"What?" I asked moving slightly so I was cuddled in Micah's side.
"You've barely drank any of your hot tea.." He said looking down at the dark blue cup that had Constant Comment tea in it.
"Yeah.. I'm not feeling too well.." I muttered setting it on the table next to the couch. "Are you still upset about your dad?" Freddie asked, giving me a sad look.
I sighed and shook my head, catching all the guys by surprise.
"No... I could care less what happens to that bastard.." I said picking my tea back up and drank a big gulp.
Ashley's POV
Behind These Masks have barely been out of their bus lately, especially Alice...
I understand why though... I broke her heart by leaving her there, because I was just pissed.
I shouldn't have left her there... She was hurting for what she did, and she even apologized, but I still left her...
"Hey man, guess what I just found in the cracks of the couch." Jake said coming to my bunny with a light pink bunny in his hands.
Mr. Bunny...
He looked worn out and old...
I sighed, feeling tears come to my eyes as I took it from his hands and just looked at the toy, thinking of my Alice.
"I need to see her." I said jumping out of my bunk and shoving Mr. Bunny in my back pocket, then jogged off the bus.
I banged on the Behind These Masks door loudly and rough, needing to see my Alice, and apologize to her, now.
"Jesus, calm your ti- Dad?" Alice asked, her voice clear with shock, hurt, and sadness.
"Alice, can we please talk?" I asked pleading her with my eyes.
She sighed and turned around, then started whispering to someone, before grabbed her leather jacket and slipped past me and pulled out a pack of cigarettes, lighting one.
"Fine. Let's 'talk' daddio.." She said with a cigarette in her mouth, as she was shoving her lighter back in her pocket.
"I- Um.. I wanted to-... I'm sorry." I said standing up straight.
She turned her head and looked at me with a confused look, watching my every move as I reached in my back pocket and took Mr. Bunny out, holding it out to her.
She gasped and took a small step towards me, not taking her eyes off Mr. Bunny, before snatching it out of my hands and holding it close to her chest.
"Mr. Bunny.." I heard her whisper, making my heart swell at how innocent she sounded.
"Where did you find him?" She asked looking at me, with small tears in her eyes.
I stepped forward and pushing a strand of her bright blue hair behind her ear, before leaning over and kissing her forehead.
"I never forgot about you, Alice. Everyday I went looking for you..." I whispered, and was caught off guard by her wrapping her small arms around me and holding me close to her.
"I'm so sorry daddy.. I really am.. I was just u-upset about Megan being there, she was trying to take moms place, and I wasn't going to let that happen." She sobbed in my chest, grabbing fist fulls of it in her fists.
"Shh, it's ok baby, shh." I whispered stroking her hair softly, then kissed the top of her head, hugging her close to me, never wanting to let my baby go again.
"Please daddy, forgive me.." She whimpered, looking up at me with tears staining her beautiful face.
"I love you Alice.." I whispered then kissed her nose softly, before hugging her close to me again.