Insomnia (AOT Levi Fanfiction)

Chapter Three ~ To You, At Death's Door Part Two

I swear to god this chapter is basically nonstop tears so grab your tissues and try to not aww! or squeal. Levi doesn't like it. At all.

Also, there is a substantial amount of swearing in this one.

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(Levi's P.O.V.)

Why does my life come to this?

I may as well end it with the end of my blade. But that wouldn't be what others would want.

I've been staring at my ceiling for hours now, contemplating that day.

*Le flashback (part deux)*

"Le----vi--" Is al I managed to hear before the mist cleared. 

Furlan smiled warily before his body was snapped in two by one of the titans. Isabel was already dead. Her final words being my name. 

Isabel's eyes lifelessly staring at me, or was she staring at nothing? Because I feel like nothing right now. 

Furlan...

Isabel..

They both meant the world to me, but now nothing matters...nothing...just nothing...

Did Erwin know about this? Did he know this was going to happen? Well, he couldn't of, but he probably had his thoughts on the matter. That made him a shit-face

I felt myself glower at the two titans before me, I got out my blades and went for It. Slashing all of the titans into tiny little chunks of flesh that withered away. Blood was spilt everywhere...I was only happy that It was titan blood.

There was a horrendous cloud of steam after I had brutally killed the titans that were around me. Who cares? I certainly don't.

That's when I heard the horses behind me and I stopped myself from crying any further than I have.

*End of Le Flashback*

And the most recent day, when my squad was killed by Annie. The fucking savage. She had no fucking right, and I want to kill her right about now...but that wouldn't do anything good. It would stir up Erwin and he'd rant at me for being 'emotional' or 'not like myself'. Fuck him.

I closed my eyes, warily, I opened them a few moments later.

I can't even sleep properly...

I got up and went over to my desk, filling out papers to pass the time until my eyes starting leaking again. Tears splashing onto the desk and my eyes closing slightly.

Sleep? Is that you? Or is death finally at my door and will I finally just pass on like the rest of my fucking friends.

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