Hey Sugar /Guns N Roses

12- appetite for your heart

Astorias pov-

I currently was not on speaking terms with Duff.
After he had told me that Bella had taken some Heroin (which was a complete lie) I had freaked out and passed out on the walk home.
Duff had carried me back to his appartment and when I woke up,  I freaked out some more, apparently I gave him quite a bitch slap when I found out that Bella was fine and izzy didn't give her a hot shot.
After passing out and waking up again, Bella had brought me back to our appartment where I passed out yet again, and woke up literally 20 hours later. I missed my shift at work and my boss called to say I was fired. (Not only because I missed a shift, apparently there was cameras in the convenience store and he saw me stealing packs of smokes for duff and steven). So yeah anyways, Bella thought I was dead after about 10 hours of sleeping and she called duff and izzy over.
Izzy told Bella I was fine, duff wanted to take to the hospital but izzy won the argument. Thankfully.
I woke up at around 4 pm and practically ate everything in the house and now I'm currently going to go grocery shopping with slash.
Yeah I know, apparently it is his turn to go shopping for the boys so I'm stuck with him because I don't want to go shopping alone.
Better than going with Duff though.
To say I was pissed off at duff would be an understatement.
Steven said I could have given angry Axl a run for his money that night.
I would kill for a video tape of it all if I was being honest with myself.
Bella had told me that vince had called to see if I was alright and she told him the story (mind you she left out the part where duff had actually lied). I wouldn't have minded if vince decided to kick Duffs ass.
Vince apparently said he would just meet me at the troubadour show which was in about a week.
I had to make posters for the guys and Axl had told me that he was getting the logo printed on a large tapestry to hang behind them during there show.
He told me that I would get money  depending on how many people actually showed up for the show.
I guess that money will have to hold me over until I get a new job.

I made my way out the door towards the elevator.
I was currently wearing an old beach boys shirt paired with some sweat pants.
I honestly couldn't be bothered today and it's not like I was trying to impress slash.
Been there done that.
I knocked on their door 3 times before taking a step back and pulling a smoke from my pocket and lighting it in the hallway.
Like I said, I couldn't be bothered.
It was 5 pm currently and I was still feeling sleep calling me, my sleeping schedule had been very off ever since I woke up yesterday at 4.
Damn I must have done a lot that night..
The door finally whipped open revealing a shirtless and very drunk Duff.
His frown turned into a giant toothy grin once he saw me and I scowled at him.
"Where's slash" I spoke monotonously while trying to peak behind his tall figure into their appartment.
"Why are ye-you gonna fuck him again?" Duff slurred while smirking down at me.
I was tempted to just turn around and go shopping by myself.
I didn't have to explain myself to a very intoxicated duff.
I just wasn't in the mood.
"Be serious for once Michael.  Where's slash" I decided to give him one more chance and I used his real name hoping to piss him off.
"Don't caaaall me that" he swayed while one of his eye lids closed.
"He just did some of that good ol Mr brownstooone, he's a goner my good lady"
I should have known.
Of course he would shoot up right before we were supposed to go.
I decided to take matters into my own hands as I pushed passed duff into their smelly appartment.
It was rancid in here and I swear I saw a rat run over stevens foot.
Steven and Slash were both passed out on the ground with needles littered around them.
God they were hopeless.
"Axl? Izzy?" I called loudly.
They were the two that were the easiest to reason with, except when axl was mad.
"One sec!" I heard axls voice call from his room and I was very much relieved.
"What do you want axl for darling?" Duff was swaying behind me and I let out an audible groan.
Why was he so fucking annoying.
"Hurry axl" I whined, probably sounding quite needy.
I watched as the door to his bedroom unlocked and out walked a sweaty shirtless axl.
"Someone's been having a wank" I chuckled.
"Shut up I was working out, now what do you want" Axls smile disappeared rapidly.
Someone was moody.
"Geez sorry ax" I mumbled.
"No I'm sorry. I've had to deal with these retards all day. I thought you were dead, you looked pretty bad a few nights ago" axl was scratching the back of his head awkwardly.
I could smell the sweat off of him and it was not the nicest smell..
Oh well at least he seemed polite now.
"Yeah that was a rough night no thanks to this fuck face" I pointed my thumb towards the movement behind me and axl laughed.
"You slapped him pretty fucking hard"
I let out a small laugh.
I had to say, even though I couldn't remember it, I was proud of it.
"Good. He deserved it. Anyways I was supposed to shop with slash but he's out of it-" Axl let out a loud sigh as he looked over at Slash's limp body on the floor.
"Useless." I heard him mumble.
"Well i would totally go with you but I'm meeting aryanna in like 10 minutes so we can talk some things out. I have no fucking idea where izzy is - maybe you can take duff?"
No fucking way in hell that's going to happen.
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Bellas pov:
Izzy and I were walking hand in hand through the market. The smell of produce was everywhere and people were mingling around, grabbing things as they shopped.
Izzy had told me they needed food so I decided to go with him since our appartment also needed food.
Astoria had managed to scarf down our entire fridge after her little dilemma so we had to restock.
I managed to keep Izzy somewhat stable as we walked.
He was high of course. sometimes it annoyed me that he was constantly high, but at least he wasn't like steven or slash who would just take too much and pass out for hours.
Izzy was a great guy, he was good to me, and not to mention he was very attractive.
He was currently wearing a tight black Tshirt and a pair of jeans.
I had gone with him the other day to get his nose pierced and it really suited him well.
We paced down the isles, Izzy and I had both brought lists with us and whenever we saw something we needed, we would stop and grab it.
Izzys hands would sometimes wander onto my ass as I walked, giving it s little smack ot squeeze.
I would always swat his hand away and scold him softly but I secretly liked it, he made me giggle.
I loved the way he could make me feel, he made me happy. We had only been dating for about a month and a bit and I already noticed that I was much happier with Izzy than I had ever been with any other of my exs.