SAMANTHAS POV
it was time for the boys to go on stage. all the boys gave me a high five as they walked on stage except for michael.. strange. Except for calum i got a kiss on the lips. i turned around to see george giving me a weird look its not like their was a rule about kissing? right. the first song they played was try hard. In my head i was fangirling because calums solos just make me want to melt away. Next they sang their new song Wherever you are which was one of my all time favorites and they did fabulous. i saw fans peeking through the stage to find me in the backround. they all new that i wasnt anyones girlfriend i just won a contest so no hate was included. i thought to myself if me and calum took things a step higher i wasnt ready for all the hate and even if we tried to hide it the fans would find out in two seconds. if we could hack into security cameras to find harry styles at starbucks they can totally figure this one out. the boys last song was heartbreak girl which was my favorite song by them. when they were finished they all came on stage and not even gonna lie calum looked so hot being sweaty.. not to be a freak or anything i was only stating the truth. The boys headed back for wardrobe i told them i would meet them on the bus as soon as i was done talking to my mom on the phone.
" hi samantha how are you?"
" im great mum how are you"
" im good i miss you"
" i miss you too are you okay without me?"
" yeah im fine me and your dad are just figuring out what we are going to do without you"
" aww its okay ill come visit when there are long breaks"
" okay sweetie well im cooking dinner call me tomorrow"
" okay i love you mom"
I hung up the phone and i can tell my eyes were getting glassy i really missed my mom the only time ive been really far away is when i went on a school trip to america which was only for a week this was going to be months. even though i was enjoying my time with my 4 favorite popstars. i still felt isolated. how could they do this and leave their parents for a long time each and every year. well now their used to it. but i started to make my way to the bus.
" wow its about time your hear" luke said
" i was on the phone with my mum"
" ohh you miss your mama already"
" No i just wanted to see if she was alright"
" ohh is she okay?"
" yeah her and my dad are doing just fine"
" thats good!"
" yup i guess so"
i sat on calums lap for the 20 minute drive back to our hotel we were in ireland for another week. ireland was the only country that they only had one show in. i was super tired and just wanted to take a shower and go to bed. i had too many things on my mind. My mom and dad, Michael kissing me. And calum finding out the wrong way. within minutes we were back to the hotel and i rushed up to my room unlocked the door and started to get my shower ready. i was just about to enter the bathroom until i heard a knock on the door it was calum.
" come in !"
" sam?"
" yeah?"
" what are you doing?"
"about to take a shower you?"
" oh well are you okay?"
" yeah im fine why?"
'" well you just seem upset"
" thanks for wondering but no im fine"
i kissed him gentley
