True calling

True calling ~ 8

I reached the gym in a minute after leavng my room and steped inside. The cool air hit me and I ran to the punch bag crying. My eyes blurry. My pain bubbling over the small hope for Becky. My heart skipped a beat. My fists pummeled the punch bag. The world diappeared. It was just me. I am alone. No Becky. No mum. No pack. No hope. No mate. Only a baby inside me to love and care about. Nothing else matters. The room slowly dimmed in natural light from outside. My eyes started to close out of frustration. I stopped. My fists left the punch bag. My shoulders slumped. I turned and left the room still with pitch black eyes. Still bubbling over with rage.

I ran downstairs and out the fron door. My wolf took over and I shifted. I could here Becky running down the stairs after me. I looked up in the clear sky to see the sun setting leaving the moon and stars to trade places. *Going for a run* I nformed Ryan and started sprinting for the woods. *You know you spent 9 hours pumbiling that punch bag right?* Ryan replyed impressed and worried. *And now I am going to run until my paws bleed* I growled back. "Luna!" Becky shouted after me as I entered the woods. I looked back at my bestfriend with discust. *I've lost her forever* I said sadly to Ryan and sprinted though the woods.

A owl hooted up in the oak tree to my left. The tigs snapped beneath my white paw. I looked down and remembered the shock on my parents faces when they saw my white coat for the first time. My mums pride. My happyness. I felt a kick from my inside my stomache and I stopped sprinting. There was another kick and another. I looked up at the full moon and star scattered sky. *What time is it?* I asked Ryan. *1.40am where you are* he replyed sleepily. *I'm heding back to the house. Night* I said and started sprinted back hopeing the baby's ok.

I reached the house and I felt my eyes had gone back to their normal grass green. I shifted back and walked inside. Sweat and mus covered my face and twigs were tangled in my hair. I walked up the stairs and bumped into Becky bi-accident. My eyes turned pitch black again uncontrolably. I didnt look at her face as I stormed back to my bedroom in pain. As soon as I was on my bed I curled into ball and cryed into my pillow in agony.

Sleep never consumed me that night. I went back to the gym after a shower and tryed again, but everytime I closed my eyes and almost fell asleep Becky's words hit me like a bus. There was a light knock on my door. I inquizitively walked over to the door and smelt it and smelt Becky. "Leave me alone" I shouted and fell down to the floor in a crummbled mess of grieving. I let the tears roll down my cheeks and drip on the floor. I let everyone hear me cry. I let Ryan into my mind. I let the pain get to me. Blackness finally consumed me.

ok so that was the work out and a bit about Becky and Lunas new relationship after she joined Willis's pack....so please comment from annie xxx