II: First Day of School

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08/30/16

Today is a glorious day...NOT! Today was horrible- I actually cried. Today was the first day back to school.

I know you're probably thinking "lol same" or "uh k?" or even "so..."! But hear me out, last year was my first year of high school at a completely different school, and I only had 2 of my original friends join me. Forewarning I went to the same school with the same people for 10 years, so when we separated it was extremely difficult.

Last year was pretty great I made friends really quickly and I had the majority of my classes with my friends. Unlike this year... This year I have barely any classes with any of my friends, and I just had an overall depressing day because I'm trying to get over my crush that doesn't like me back... which was difficult cause I really liked him (a lot).

I wish I had a happier ending for this little excerpt of my journal....but when my dad picked me up after school he asked me how my day was and I just broke down crying. Mind you- literally everyone saw me just plain out cry like a baby... which isn't how I normally act because I'm all hyped or really in tune with my emotions.

This may not seem to be a big deal to you guys, but I'm the kind of person who needs to flat out know how people feel about me or I need to be around people who I know care about me- because when I'm not I'm emotional, irritable, easily-angered, depressed, lonely, and just plain uncomfortable. My friends are the most important thing in my life, mainly because they feel like my actually family. So when I'm not around the people I care about most and make me happy I get really upset and depressed.

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good morning little cherubs

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