1 am confessions

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-i say sorry way too often
-i have a difficult time starting/keeping a conversation
-i have a very small friend group irl and i feel lost without them
-i often use sarcasm as a shield from my true feelings
-i've always struggled with showing affection
-i overthink things a lot and, in doing that, i have lost a lot of friends
-i have major trust issues for reasons i don't care to talk about
-i draw a lot
-i find it hard to get inspiration for an original drawing
-according to my mom, i'm too hard on myself
-i have very bad paranoia and anxiety
-i pretend like idc what other people think when i really do
-i'm a wallflower which basically means i observe how other people act and behave (that sounds a bit stalkerish, but in reality, i'm just really interested in psychology)
-i look to music as an escape a lot of the time
-i isolate myself a lot bc i'm scared of being hurt or hurting someone else
-i don't have very many friends bc i can't relate to most people
-i'm probably going to delete this when i wake up bc i'm an insecure little shit

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