Chapter 14

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Mere POV

"Ughhh" I groaned, the shaking was still there, what's happening? Who's shaking me?

I opened my eyes slightly and squinted. All I can see right now is white. Am i in a hospital?
I probably am.. After the crash.. Wait where is Alec? I need to make sure he's okay

If anything were to happen to him.. This is all my fault. I never should have drove in the first place. Crystal suddenly appears in fort of me,

"SHES AWAKE! DOCTOR!" Crystal shouts out in happiness. "How are you? Don't you ever do that again you whore!" Crystal whispers slightly and hugs me tightly

So it was a dream after all? "Huh, I just had the craziest dream in my entire life" I say.

'You cannot tell anyone' Samantha's words come back to me. I don't known why but I feel like I shouldn't tell anyone. Maybe I should listen to her

I could hear soft whimpers on the back of my mind huh? Is that Ella?

'Ella, why are you crying?' I asked her

'Sh-shes gone! For good! He took her, its over' ella sobs uncontrollably

'Who took her? Samantha? It was a dream, its okay! Tell me ella, I can help you'

'No! No one can! Just leave me alone' ella shouts at me

Huh? What just happened? Is it samantha? But it was just a dream, wait- can ella and I share the same dreams? I'm so confused right now

A couple of seconds later, the doctor comes rushing inside. I hope Alec is doing alright.. Whatever happened is all my fault

"Can I g-get a-a cu-cup if wa-water?" I ask the doctor. My throat burns, I need water

"Of course, here" he hands me a cup. I drank it all in one go, my throat feels so much better

"Where is alec? Can you take me to him, please? I need to see him. Is he alright?" I asked worridly, I just had to see him. This is all my fault!

"I'll bring you to Alec but I have to check on you first, make sure everything is alright" the doctor said "oh, and you can call me Dr. Jordans" Dr. Jordan's added

"Okay, where's crystal? She was here just a second ago?" I asked him while looking around the room

"She left, okay well, let's get started shall we?"

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It's been, 25 minutes and I believe everything is done. "Okay Meredith you have; one broken arm, 3 broken ribs. Multiple wounds and a big gash on you leg" Dr. Jordans said, reading off of a paper.

I nodded slowly. Its nothing I couldn't handle. Alec. I need to see Alec. "Can I go see Alec now?" I asked hopefully

"Yes you may, miss Skye." He said while getting a wheel chair

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"There we go, now I'm going to push you to his room. Tell me if there's anything wrong" Dr. Jacobs tells me.

I silently nod. Is Alec awake? How long has it been since I've been asleep? "Hey doctor, how long has been? You know, since I was asleep?" I asked him.

"One month and a half" he answered. Wow. One month and a half? I bet crystal was worried sick! I haven't really made time for crystal lately.. I feel really bad. I'm planning on making it up to her as soon as I get out of the hospital which is one week from now

"Okay Miss Skye we are here. If you need anything I'll be outside in your room, finishing up" Dr. Jacobs said. "Thank you for everything doctor" I smiled at him thankfully

Dr. Jacobs pushed open the door and pushed my wheel chair next to the sleeping figure of Alec. After the doctor got out I sat there staring at alec thinking this was all my fault.

If I haven't crashed, he wouldn't be here looking Like this. "Alec, can you hear me?" I whisper to him

He didn't answer, he probably still haven't woken up. " alec, please wake up, I'm sorry, I messed up and I know it, I do! I'm so sorry" I cried out to him. I squeezed his hand for some support but it was useless.

I miss you alec. Please come back to me, I promise I will never shout at you again. Please come back. I miss your kisses. I miss your laugh. I miss you. I miss everything about you. Please come back

Mt eyes couldn't stop shedding tears at this point. They just couldn't, I'm sorry alec. I really am

'I guess we are both sad huh?' Ella asked. Where did she come from?

'Yeah, I really miss him. I can't help but feel like this is all my fault! This is why he is in here laying motionless, like a corpse! What if he dies? I won't accept myself as a human! But as a, murderer' I cried my heart out. Sobs began echoing through the rectangular white room

'This is not your fault mere, you aren't a murderer! Don't think so lowely of yourself mere, you are an amazing person with an amazing personality' ella said softly

'I can't help bit feel like it, ella. I can't stop the negative thoughts!' I cried even more.

Out of no where, his heart monitor moved to one straight line. No! This can't happen! I don't care if I have broken bones and wounds!

"DOCTOR! ITS AN EMERGENCY! PLEASE SAVE HIM, PLEASE! DOCTOR!" I shouted as loud as I can while getting up, off the wheel chair.

I am a murderer

First step

I am a killer

Second step

I am a disgrace to humans

 third step

I killed him

Fourth step

Once I finally reached the door, I opened it and screamed for help

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CLIFFHANGER, I feel like in almost all my chapters there is a cliffhanger lol

In case you didnt know, The song just explains how mere is feeling at the moment

Anyway

That's all guys! I really hope you enjoyed this chapter and don't forget to

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