I thought the moon was cute so...yeah here we are now ^^^
:3***
'I ponder of something great, my lungs will fill and then deflate, they fill with fire, exhale desire, I know it's dire my time today. I have these thoughts so often I ought to replace the thought with what I once bought cause somebody stole my car radio and now I just sit in silence'
I hummed to myself on the bus back from school;
After my confrontation on the first day it really made me question if I should be in mainstream school? I seemed to be attracting all the horrible, nasty, plastics of each school I went too.
I need some sort of repellant or something?!
At least I have friends at this school, and now I know who aren't my friends as well. I knew that from the moment I stepped in the door I would be confronted by the guys asking about my first day at my new school and if I made any friends. Yes I was really that lonely that they had to ask!
I hopped of the bus thanking the driver politely as I did, Millie greeted me at the bus stop which I was shocked about.
"Hey sister" she winked at me as I approached her slowly, pulling a face.
"Your home early?" I questioned.
"Yeah...about that, I kinda, maybe, might have got into a fight and been sent home early?" I turned her face to the floor in embarrassment, her cheeks flushing a crimson red.
"MILLIE!" I screeched in disbelief, she was always the good girl I was the one who got in trouble.
"It wasn't my fault!" She held her hand up in surrender.
"What did you do?" I asked
"This girl was talking trash about me and you and how we were adopted and some really irrelevant stuff so I went over and talked to her"
"What did you say?"
"Well apart from the fact that I told her, her existence was as relevant as a grain as sand...nothing!" She cracked up laughing, although I found it funny I had to remain straight faced.
"Don't worry Han, it's fine" she started to walk off
"don't worry about your day, I know all about it" she turned around to me grinning like a toddler. Oh god what did she know?
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"It wasn't like that! She provoked me" I tried to argue my case but it was no use, Miley and Ray had already decided that I had started a fight with the girl at school. The headteacher called them after she (the nameless one) posted about my 'attack' on her, all over social media, Facebook, Twitter, snapchat, Instagram. I'm talking the whole lot. I wasn't filled with sadness or regret, because I did nothing wrong, I was more angry and enraged.
"Hannah, we know your settling in and not everyone can be your friend but please at least try!" Mikey paused burying his head in his hands and wiping his face. Why am I always the disappointment?
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Today was going to be differ at, no fights, arguments. I'm just going to make new friends and learn, simple. Right?
As i wasn't trusted to get the bus to school anymore Ray drove me dropping me off outside the hell hole.
"Have a good day, and no fights remember!" He shouted out of the car window and I stepped out, ignoring him.
Luckily I managed to walk into school without any hassle. I walked to my friends as we huddled among the lockers. I tore myself apart and made my way to the toilets. I swing open the door expecting them to be empty just like yesterday. God was I wrong.
To my utter shock Amanda was standing by the sinks, leaning against them and polishing her perfect fingernails. My jaw dropped to the ground.
"Hannah! Long time no see!" She waddled towards me enfolding me into a tight hug.
"I'm back" she whispered into my ear as she stepped back, a smug smile on her face.
I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes and I tried to walk away but was stopped by a voice that sounded alike Amanda's.
"Oy! Where do you think your going?" I turned around to see miss plastic standing there observing me from head to toe.
"Your the one who attacked me yesterday! And from what I hear you have been quite the little Idiot? No, now that's not nearly harsh enough" she laughed to herself.
"Amanda has been telling me all about you!"
"Well whatever they are, there lies!" I growled staring at her.
"Why did you move school Amanda? To come her and torment me some more?""Oh Hannah? Why ever would you think that? Of course not! Why an earth would I ever want to torment you? I know you have been horrible and a bully towards me but talking it out on my friend Amelia here? Totally unacceptable" she smugly smiled.
"Leave me alone"
"Oh sorry did you say something?"
"I said leave me alone" i growled again trying not to let my anger get the best of me. I couldn't hurt someone again. It wasn't me. This wasn't me. Just walk away.
I reacher for the door handle and ran out of the toilets, tears running down my face, I ran up to the library and was soon joined by Harry who wrapped me in hug catching my tears form my face and not letting go. I think I'm starting to like him.
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