So the last chapter had a lot of mixed reviews so I'm sorry if you didn't like it.
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"Hannah! Hannah! Wake up!" I heard shouting. I was trying to wake up but was still half asleep.
I groaned presuming that Millie was waking me up for school.
"HANNAH WAKE UP THERES A FIRE!" I heard Millie's voice starting to panic. She was banging on the door in an attempt to wake me up. It took a second or two for the words to connect with my brain.
Fire!
I jumped out of bed running towards the door. The door wouldn't undo. I had locked it last night after what Ray had said to me but I must have forgot to unlock it.
"Millie I can't get out!" I shouted. I was starting to panic and didn't know what to do.
I smelt burning and turned around the opposite end of my room. I could see the curtains burning. No no no. I was going to die. I can't die like this!
"Hannah unlock the door!" Millie screamed. I tried to again in a panicked state.
"Millie I can't it's stuck. Millie please help me" I cried, feeling a tear drop down my face.
I turned back around to see the fire itching closer. I started hammering on the door trying to knock it down. I started to cough as I inhaled the fumes of the fire.
"Millie...I...go...get help"
"No Hannah I'm not leaving you!"
"No Gerard! No she's still in there!" I heard a muffled scream from Millie.
"Millie?" I shouted. She didn't answer. No she's gone.
I continued hitting the door trying to get someone's attention. I was going to die. Alone. I wish I would have told the guys how much I loved them and how glad I am that they adopted them. I am going to die with them hating me. I take it all back. Everything I said. I'm going to die and I need to prepare myself. Dying is okay. It's natural. I just need to accept it.
I turned around looking at the fire that was creeping closer and closer to me. I walked over to my bed trying to stop my tears and my trembling hands. I walked over to my bed and laid down trying to make my self as comfortable as possible. I was going to die and that's ok. I closed my eyes and waited until the moment that would be the end. I thought about Harry, the guys and Millie. All of the people and things that made me happy. A final tear ran down my face and a smile cracked upon my lips. This is it. This is the end. I looked over at the fire which was now inches away. I closed my eyes.
I had inhaled a lot of smoke and was starting to drop of into a sleep when I heard knocking at the door. I couldn't get up or move. I couldn't see straight just the roaring fire in front of me.
"HANNAH!" I heard a shout. I tried to turn my head towards the door to see who was shouting. I couldn't see anything because of the thick cloud of smoke. I felt a hand reach out and pick me up. I was lifted by whoever was helping me. I hallucinated and couldn't see anything around me. I cough loudly and breathlessly trying to be able to breath properly. I couldn't breath or see but was soon raced out of the darkness and Into the blinding light. I must be outside because the sound of sirens and gasping caught my attention. I couldn't see properly and was coughing a lot unable to breath.
"It's ok Hannah your safe now" I heard a male voice say. I couldn't work out who it was but was laid onto a trolley and put in the back of an ambulance (I think) before being driven to hospital.
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"Ummm" I groaned as I woke up tossing and turning, soon realising that I wasn't in my own bed. I opened my dreary eyes and instantly saw the heart monitoring machine that they use in hospitals. I gasped and shook up the bed trying the grasp onto reality. I looked around and saw a pale blue painted room with chairs and machinery in it. I was in the hospital.
"Nurse she awake!" I heard a shout.
I saw Gerard walk into the room a big smile plastered on his face.
"Oh Hannah your okay!" He came over and hugged me tight like he wasn't ever going to let go.
"What happened?" I asked inspecting various bandages up my arms.
"There was a fire at the house. Your bedroom door was locked and it got stuck. I had to come and get you out but luckily your okay. You were laying on your bed so you just have been asleep when the fire started. I'm so glad your ok. I thought I had lost you" he said a year trickling down his cheek.
"I was laying down because I was ready, I was ready to go" I tried to explain, coughing.
"Don't ever do that again. Your safe now it's ok" he said softly. "I will go and get the nurse" he smiled.
"Wait..." I trailed of as he tried to leave.
"I regret what I said and the way I acted. I wish I had never if said any of that stuff I did and acted the way that I did. I took you all for granted and was shocked and really upset what you told me to move out. I thought that you didn't want me anymore. I have been dumped so many times I was scared that it would happen again. I didn't think it would happen again. I'm sorry" I started to cry sobbing into my hands.
He came over and gave me another hug. A forgiveness hug.
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Another chapter. So what did you think? So basically I got a lot or mixed comments in my dm box about the last chapter, I hope it was ok and not to bad but I was really trying to get across someone's emotions that other people may not be able to understand. Rant over. I love you all and don't forget to
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Fiksi PenggemarHannah has been in care since she was 4 years old. As she has grown up she has had a love of bands, when she enters tickets to a MyChemcialRomance concert years later her hopes and dreams of finally getting out of care may be a reality.