cause even after all this time i still wonder why i can't move on. just the way you did so easily ;
at this point its hopeless. i keep thinking about namjoon when i'm "happily" in a relationship with someone else. i wish i was with namjoon still. i can't tell him that now. it'll make me seem like a horrible person. it's been so long since our break up but i miss him. i miss his kisses , hugs , encouraging words , i miss how he would play with me hair , buy me pink stuff because he said it looked amazing on me. i just missed him. but i was stupid and broke up with him because i was scared of rejection when he put everything on the line for me. i guess it's all my fault.
