don't wanna know kind of suit you're wearing tonight if she's holding onto you so tight. the way i did before. i overdosed , should have known your love was a game. ;
today was the school dance. you two looked like you were having fun. i couldn't help but be jealous that she makes me you happier than i could. you were truly the best thing that has ever happened to me but i guess the feeling wasn't mutual. you left me. it was my fault and only mine. how could i be so dumb? how could i fall in love with you when i knew it seemed impossible.
it's impossible to love me. i'm ugly , too tall , weigh too much , and just imperfect in so many ways possible. you told me you loved but then left me with all these thoughts. were you not happy with me? were you embarrassed? i guess it was a mixture of both. well i guess i should try to move on from my first ever love. though it will be hard because i imagined that you would be my first and last person i would love. i guess you had different plans since the beginning.
