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13 - New Part

"Wait what?!?!"

(Pumunta ka na dito dali!)

"O-oo!!!"

Shit... Shit bakit nasa hospital si Jiji?!

Nagmadali akong sumakay sa kotse ko at agad pumunta sa hospital...

Shit... I'm fucking nervous right now... Sana okay ka lang Jiji... Shit...

...

"I'm sorry, pero di na niya kinaya." Yan ang bumungad sakin nang dumating ako sa hospital. What? Anong di na nya kinaya?

"Tita? Ano pong nangyari?"

"It's your fault..."

"P-po?"

"It's your fault kung bakit nawala sakin ang Jia ko!"

Wh-what???

"She's suffering on brain tumor for how many years... 3 years at least... And all she did was to save you from falling to the 'darkness' that you're saying. Hindi niya pinakialaman ang sakit nya, ang gusto nya lang mapunta ka ulit sa tamang landas! And it's your fault!" She said then she slapped me. Hard. Napatulala lang ako.

Wait what... She had a brain tumor? Bakit... Bakit di ko alam?

Kaya ba palaging sumasakit ulo nya... dahil may karamdaman na sya?

Shit... Bat di ko napansin yun?

"Tama na po tita--"

"Shut up Jen. It's his fault"

"It's not his fault tita... Ginusto ni Unnie na tulungan sya."

"Pero nang dahil sa kanya, napabayaan nya ang sarili niya. It's your fault! You're the reason why she's dead!!!"

No... This cant be...

Ang saya namin kahapon... Sinagot nya ko kahapon... Naging kami kahapon...

At paggising ko ngayon wala na sya?

Pinagsasampal lang ako ng mama nya pero hindi ko yun ininda.

Hindi naman masasakit ang mga sampal nya... Namanhid nako.

Namanhid ako dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon...

What... Why... Why did she do that?

Sana pala di ko nalang sya hiningan ng tulungan..

I shouldn't had ask her to save me...

Yes she saved me... But not the other way around...

No... Jia... I'm sorry... I'm sorry! It's my fault!

"Jia!!! I'm sorry!!! I'm sorry!!!" Napaluhod ako at humagulgol nang humagulgol.

I don't care if I look stupid, the girl I love just died.

And it's because of me...

"Sorry Jia... Sorry... I dont know... Sorry... I should have known... So that I could save you also.... I'm sorry Jia... I'm sorry..."

I'm saved, but I didn't save her back...

I'm really stupid...

What kind of man are you Yoongi...

"I'm sorry..."