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Chapter 3

Sierra pov

"THANK YOU LA!" I screamed ending the show. The crowd cheered, I saw mom and Wilmer in the first row. My legs were in so much pain, I started to sing the last song but I was in so much pain, I looked to the stage director and the music began to play and I sang through the pain, by skipping some steps and completely throwing off my dancers. Towards the end when I didn't sing "sorry" I said in the microphone. My worst performance EVER.

I finished the song and the crowd went crazy "THANK YOU LA! ITS BEEN AWESOME!" I said in the micro phone. Then I ran off backstage, "awesome job Sierra!" Everyone smiled at me. "Thank you!" I said back. I was going to die, I went into my dressing room and quickly into leggings and a pink shirt. How narcissistic, I sat on the chairs while Dallas played with Harley, I was going to have a meet and greet, so I took some Advil and waited for mom Wilmer. "Hey what happened?" Mom asked walking. "My legs and head was hurting so I ended the song early, I was going to cry." I said "are you okay now? We can cancel the meet and greet." Wilmer suggested. I shook my head no "my fans are most important to me."

I stood up and I had security guards walk with me to the meet and greet. "Let me see Harley." I smiled to Dallas. "Hey buddy! Wanna go meet people?" I smiled touching my nose to his. He giggled "yes!"

We walked into the room and people freaked out, I started smiling. I held Harley and had him take picture with the first ten people.

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When the last person came up she was girl my age, "I love your music!" She smiled. Boy I loved her face, beautiful blue eyes and long hair. My stomach was doing flips. Oh my god. I couldn't help but smile and look at her. Which caused a giggled from her. "What pose do you want?" I asked. "A kiss on the cheek?" She asked shyly. I smiled "sure!" I leaned in and kissed her on the cheek and they took the picture. "Thank you for coming! I hope you enjoyed the show." Then we hugged and she walked off.

I looked at ground, why did I feel like that? Oh my god. No I can't be lesbian.

But then I though about her and smiled again then my face dropped "no Sierra stop!" I yelled at myself. I looked at mom who was very confused "sorry." I laughed. "Let's go home in tiredddd." I giggled. I quickly texted Maya.

S: I need to call you asap!!
M: okay boo I'm ready

We got home and I ran to my room and dilated her number

S: when did you know you were *whispers* gay
M: bahahhah why?
S: I was at a meet and greet and my stomach started doing flips and I could stop thinking about her
M: well there's your answer welcome to the gay world!

Then she hung up. "No no no no!" I panicked, I'm probably just confused.  It will blow off tomorrow, I quickly showered and got into my pjs and went to bed.

*dream*

"Mom, Wilmer sit down." I smiled. They sat on the couch and mom grabbed my hand and I sat down. "Are you okay sweetheart?" Mom asked. "Uh, there is no way to cover this so I'm just going to say it." I breathed in deep. "I'm gay." I smiled. Mom let go of my hand and stood up. "Your a disgrace! You can't be gay!" She yelled. "Mom! Please!" I said breaking out in tears. "I never want to see you again! Get out of my house!" She screamed running upstairs. "Wilmer! Please!" I begged. "Sorry Sierra, I can deal with your shit, but not you being gay. You upset Demi. You need to pack your things and leave." Wilmer said.

Wilmer went upstairs and I followed, I grabbed my suit case and saw Harley playing in my room. "Come here." I picked him up. "You still love me right?" I asked. Then Demi came into my room. "Don't touch him you freak!" She yelled ripping him out of my hands. "You'll need your medicine." She threw it on my bed. Then slammed my door, I just start there screaming and sobbing.

*end of dream*

"Ahhhh!" I screamed shooting up. "No no no!" I screamed grabbing my ears and running to my bathroom and shutting my door and sliding down the wall. "Sierra!" Mom knocked on the door opening it. "Baby, whats going on!" She said kneeling next to me and holding me. "I can't say!" I screamed sobbing. "Yes you can, you can tell me anything." She grabbed my hand slowly rubbing my hand with her thumb. "I had a dream that I was gay and you hated me, you called me a freak and disowned me!" I sobbed. Mom sat down and put me in her lap.

"Baby girl, if you were gay I wouldn't care. My love for you wouldn't change one bit. I'd support you, not in a million years would that change." Mom softly laughed rocking me. I held my head down "I'm not gay, but the dream was so real. It was so scary and you wouldn't let my hold Harley." I sobbed. Mom stroked my hair, I guess I was shocked. She was finally being a mom. That was new. I had fallen asleep in moms arms.

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I woke up in my bed, I could smell something delicious down stairs. I grabbed my blanket and went downstairs, "crepes! My favorite!" I giggled. "How are this morning?" Wilmer asked me. I grabbed a seat next to Harley who was still sleeping in his high chair. "He woke us up, to eat, then he falls asleep." Mom laughs and I laugh. "Um, I feel a lot better then I did last night."I awkwardly smiled. There was some tension in the room. "Here have a jelly filled crepe." My mom said putting on my plate. "Thank you!" I smiled.

Wilmer was cutting up Harley's and I went on my phone and logged into Twitter. "Ugh, they showed my pictures of my cuts on the interview." I moaned. "Now everyone is tweeting me there cuts and there story's. I mean I read them but it puts all these thoughts in my head." I showed mom. "Then why don't you tweet? Saying not to." Mom suggested. "Like that's going to stop them, I know the trolls will send them even more." I rolled my eyes. I kept scrolling down. "Famous Singer Sierra Lovato, hit by drunk driver sends her flying." I was tweeted. I clicked on the link and it showed pictures of my car flipped and the other driver and blood coming out of my car. "Oh my god." I started shaking.

"How did I survive?" I said shaking showing mom. "Oh, Sierra! I don't want to see that!" Mom said hiding her face. Mom hugged me "God was with you." She smiled. I hugged her back. "That really was my favorite car. Also my first car." I huffed. "Oh yeah. We got you a present." Wilmer smiled. "What?" I smiled. I loved presents. He handed me an envelope. "Open it." Mom giggled. I opened it and there were car keys. "No way!" I smiled jumping up and down in my seat.

"Go on the garage." I slowly walked to the garage because my legs hurt. There it was a Jeep Wrangler, the car I always wanted. "No! You didn't!" I turned around and hugged mom and Wilmer. "Thank you thank you thank you!" I giggled.