Its only been a week and I'm already tired of school. Selena is literally the only good thing about school. Ethan is an annoying ass cunt. I don't know him that much, but I wanted to throw him off a bridge yesterday.
I walk down the hallway, trying to scope down Selena. I look down each hallway, but then I give up because I'm a lazy bitch. I shrug it off, walking to first period.
"BOO!" someone pushes on my shoulder and screams at me. Anytime I get scared my first reaction is to turn around, and just swing. I turn around and punch whoever or whatever was behind me and they slide on the floor. This attracts a huge crowd, most of them gasping, some of them laughing.
I can't see who it was because they're facing the ground. I go closer and flip them over on they're back. I instantly cover my mouth when I see who it is.
"Selena" I whisper, my voice cracking and tears welling in my eyes. "Selena" I shake her, trying to wake her up. "Come on Selena, wake up" I lightly tap her forehead. Shes still just laying there. I know she's not dead but I'm freaked the fuck out.
I look over and see a kid with a water bottle in his hand. "Gimme that" I snatch the bottle from him and quickly take the cap off. I pour the water on her face and wait to see if she wakes up or not. I see her chest start to move up and down vigorously as she sits up and chokes up the water.
She wipes her face and looks around at the crowd with wide eyes. "What the fuck happened?" she stares at me. "I'll explain this later, we got to get to class" I help her up and lead us to first period.
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"Wait seriously? You fuckin punched me?" she giggled. "Hell yeah I did, you scared me, take this into consideration next time you try and scare me." I caress her cheek in the the spot where I punched her. "Does it hurt?" I press on it.
"Ah" she jerks away, wincing at the pain. "I'm sorry Selena. I didn't mean to seriously, it was a reflex I swear" I plead. "It's ok Gigi, you're literally my only friend, why would I ever wanna loose you?" she. slightly smiles.
"Hey you wanna come over after school today? We can watch Netflix and eat junk food and shit" I giggle. she smiles from ear to ear. "Of course I will. need me to bring anything?" she fidgets with her fingers. "Nope, just you" I smile.
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Its last period, and just to my luck, Ethans in this class, and it's math. I honestly wanna fling myself into the sun already. I walk in and find a random seat and sit down.
"Hey big fella, this is my seat" Ethan taps me on the shoulder. I turn around and glare at him. "One, don't see your name on it. Two, call me big fella again, I'll break that bicycle seat on your face you call a jawline." I smile, turning back around in my seat.
"Ouch, that hurt" he puts a hand in his heart. "I'm sorry did I offend you?" I try to keep a straight face but I end up laughing. "What's so funny?" he sits down in the seat next to me. "You just look really funny" I shrug, taking my pencil out.
"Oh really?" he questions and I know he's gonna do something stupid, so I cut him off. "Shut up you're annoying me already" I put my finger over his lips. he frowns and turns back in his seat.
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"You're fucking with me right?" she pops a piece of popcorn into her mouth. "Why is that so surprising?" I giggle. "because you've been arguing with eTHAN DOLAN!" she gets louder. "Woah there. What's so good about Ethan anyway? Hes a fuckboy to me." I wrinkle my eyebrows.
"Nothing! He's literally the schools hottest jock, besides his twin brother of course, but he fucks with every girl" I smirk.
"Wow. he is pretty hot though, I'd fuck him" I giggle. "GIGI" she groans, shoving her head into one of my pillows. "What? I'm being honest; but I'll pass, I don't want an STD" I shove popcorn into my mouth.
"Anyways, I have a question" she sits up, locking eye contact with me. "Shoot" she crosses her legs. "Why did you flinch when I came up to you the first day of school?" I tilt my head.
She swallows so hard I can hear it. "Ok I'm gonna try not to be too emotional, but I'll tell you." she continues.
"There are these 3 girls , Kori, Andrea, and Kendall. They made my life a living hell freshman year. I'd get beat up, harassed, get picked on, everything" she sniffles. "About October, around fall break, I couldn't take it anymore. I started cutting, not eating, not sleeping. I was a mess"
"Then a month later, it got worse. They started waiting for me at my porch. I got beat up so bad, one time I had a fractured rib. I was to the point where I didn't care who cared about me, so I swallowed a whole bottle of pills." her tears are pouring now. I try not to cry but I can't help it.
"I was rushed to the ER after my mom found me laying on the bathroom floor. I had to get my body flushed and I didn't wake up for 3 days. "
She tries to continue but I can't hear her, due to her loud sobs. I grab her head and lean it against me, muffling her sobs in my shirt. "Shhhh, shhh, it's okay now Selena, you're okay" I rock back and forth, rubbing her head.
"Hey hey , look at me" I lift her head up and hold it in between my hands. "I'll never let anyone hurt you again okay?" I wipe her tears and she smiles.
"Thank you Gigi"
A/N
TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY!!! ok too much about me already let's move on.
this chapter was honestly so sad to write.
just a fwy, Gigi is gonna be mean to E a lot, not so much Grayson but ;)
anywAYS
FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY 😳😍😂💓🤑💦💦🙋🏽😂😡
