Jaileen
Since my night with Chris that went horribly wrong, I've just been sitting around and watching movies.
He hasn't called or texted me since that night, which was two nights ago. He's probably busy with all his hoes, he doesn't have time for me. I thought he would've at least apologized by now, but I guess not. When I first met Chris, he seemed so sweet. Now he's showing a different side of himself.
My phone dinged, indicating I had a text. I rolled my eyes as I clicked on his message.
I looked at the top of my screen and seen the contact name "Fineass Chris 😍😍".
Does he even deserve those emojis?
I smiled at the thought of when Chris put his number in my phone. But then I quickly changed his contact name to simply 'Chris' and texted him back.
Chris - hey baby
Is he really calling me baby like everything's okay?
Me - finally got your attitude together? 🤔
Chris - yes, i did. i apologize for being rude to you jaileen and i apologize for kissing my ex right in front of you. i really like you and i want to be more than friends, but I didn't want to get hurt so i thought being rude would push you away but I just can't stop thinking about you and it's driving me crazy. that kiss on the rollercoaster really did mean something to me jaileen. i want to make things right with you, I want you in my life. do you forgive me?
After reading the paragraph he sent me, I smiled and thought about the kiss we shared. How his soft lips crashed into mine, how everyone else seemed to get blurred out, like it was only me and Chris. I can't lie, I did feel something when we kissed, but I didn't speak on it. I thought Chris was just caught up in the moment.
Me - yes, i forgive you chris. and i want you in my life too.
Chris - jaileen?
Me - yes?
I seen the little typing bubble but then it disappeared and appeared again.
Chris - Nvm.
I raised an eyebrow because I wanted to know what he was going to say. Before I could even text back, he FaceTimed me.
I accepted the call and tucked a piece of hair behind my ear while it said 'connecting...'.
Chris' face popped up on my screen and I bit my lip.
"Y-you look so fucking sexy." he slurred before licking his lips and blinking slowly. Oh. So that's why he's being nice all of a sudden.
"You're drunk Chris."
He smacked his lips." No I'm not." he said in an offended tone.
"Yes you are."
All the forgiveness i had went right out the door as soon as i seen he was intoxicated. I wasn't sure if he meant what he told me earlier or not.
"Jaileen I wanna see you."
"You're seeing me right now." I stated with not much emotion in my voice.
