Decisions

ch. 1 changes already

Beep beep beep.

“What is that annoying sound?!” I thought to myself. "Wait,yikes,school!”

I jumped out of bed and ran to take a shower. As I was drying off I started to think of how my day would go. For in just one hour ill officially be in ninth grade.

Drying off and getting dressed int the cloths I had picked out last night,I began to rethink my choices. A full length skirt to my ankel with a white 3/4 shirt under my my pink shirt,hmmm.I dont want them to think Im weird! I mean just walking down the street anyone can relize  that people dont were clothes that cover so much.

After debating for ten minuetes I finally decided on a gray skirt  a few inches below my knees and a blue long sleeve  top,i just loved.  I had to keep tugging on my skirt,because it kept riding up and mo wolud not see it,she would enver let me out of the house not dressed modestly.She wouldnt understand...I just want to fit in...have to fit in. 

Getting dressed in the cloths I had picked out last night,I began  to tethink my choiecs. A skirt down to my ankle with a white three quarter sheel under my light blue top. “What will others be wearing” I woudnerd to myself. I decidied to just wear what I was,I mean who really cares what others think,right?

I made my way down the stairs to the kitchen. I quickly grabbed a bowl  and spoon cearl and milk.i sat down,made a bracha and ate away. Finally hearing my older sister come down the stairs I turned around to greet her.

“Good morning  Shaindy” I said with a big smile on my face.

“How did you sleep Shira” she asked.

“Great”I replied and turned back to my ceral. I soon became lost in thought about school and was brought back to the present by laughing.I glared at my sister waiting for an explantion.

“Shira,you finished your cereal five minutes ago,and have conitued to put your spoon to your mouth!what are you thinking about so early in the morning?” she asked curisley.

“Well I am just nervous about school and all,I mean I never met any of these girls in my life for all I know,and im supposed to be with them for the next for years? How did you do it?” I asked with such sincerety.

My sister just laughed it off and went to grabb her backpack from the floor.”come on,where going to be late”.

I sighed to myself as I got up from my chair. "Here goes nothing”.