Music Is Me

<Chapter 2>

"1.95 is your change." Said the cashier. "Thank you sir." I thanked with a smile and grabbed the beer. "Arn't you a bit young to be drinking?" He asked. "My dads throwing a party for work." I lied. He gave me an i-underestand look. "thank you for shopping at Stripes,come again soon!" He said. "Alright." I said and walked out.

I walked home holding the beer. It got heavier every minute so I stopped at a bench and rested for a bit. I sat there relaxing my arm and staring at the pretty flower bed. 'There so lovely' I thought to myself.

"Well well well...of it ain't Illison." I heard an ear aching voice say. "What do you want now?" I asked looking at Elizabeth. "What? Can't say hi to my friend?" She said emphasizing 'friend'. "Friends...right." I said in an I-dont-believe-you tone. "Are we not friends??" She asked acting hurt. "Like hell we are." I mumbled. "Rude." She said looking at the pack of beer. "Oh my god,are you DRINKING?!" She asked pointing to the pack of bottles. "No,Im-" I tried explaining but she cut me off. "I HAVE to show everyone!" She said taking a picture of me and the beer. "I don't drink! This is for my dad!" I said. "So your father drinks?!!" She exclaimed. "No- he's, he's throwing a party for work!" I lied hoping she will believe it. "What a horrible excuse Illison! Are you getting this Kasy?" She asked looking at her red heading servant,I mean friend. "I sure am!" She grinned evily, recording everything on her phone. "I DONT DRINK!" I yelled grabbing pack and ran home.

"Took you long enough!" Dad greeted coldly. I gave him the pack of beer and stormed to my room. "Where are you going?!" He raised his voice. "To my room! That stupid beer ruined my life!" I said back. "As if a twerp like you had a life." I heard him say. My eyes teared of frustration and sadness. I put on a soothing song to make me feel better (the vid) and laid on my bed silently crying. Before I knew it,I fell asleep.

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I woke up to a crash in the kitchen,I jumped up from the bed and ran to the noise. "Who the hell are you?" Dad asked. "I'm your daugh- Woah! dad,are you drunk?!" I asked as I smelled a strong eroma of beer. "Of course I'm not Drunk! Now where are the damn car keys??" He asked making a bigger mess. "How many fingers?" I asked holing up two. "Four!" He answered. "Yep. Your drunk. C'mon dad." I said pulling him to his room. "But I wanna drive around!!" He argued. "You'll die if you drive. C'mon,to bed with you." I said dragging him to his room. "But I dont wanna go to bed mom!" He argued more. "Grandma's dead and your drunk you need to sleep it off!" I reassured him. "NO!" He argued more. "Your freaking 45! Stop acting like a 2 year old!" I yelled. "Your not the boss of me! Let me go, I wanna ride the unicorn around town!" He yelled.

"The unicorn is a car and you'll end up crashing it without evan MOVING it! You need to lay down until your sober!" I told him. "FINE! Only if I get a cookie." He said giving in. "I'll get you a cookie,just go to bed." I said. He got up and walked to his room and crawled in bed. "If you gotta throw up the bathrooms right there. I'll be back with your cookie." I said. "OK." He says crossing his arms. I walked to the kitchen and got him his cookie,then walked to the room. "I got your cookie." I said walking in the room. He reached out his hand for it and I gave it to him. "There,now go to sleep!" I instructed. He nodded and went to bed.

I closed the door after I walked out and went to clean the kitchen. I finished cleaning and went into the living room to find about 20 empty beer bottles. 'Damn it dad.' I thought to myself and picked them up. I turned the TV off and went to my room,closeing the door and sat on my bed deep in thought.

'Why does dad get drunk and be abusive all the time? What have I done to him? Now that I think about it...what have I done to Elizabeth to make her hate me so much? Why does it feel like the whole world is against me?!'

I pushed all the thoughts away and got on my computer. I was looking threw YouTube until I came across a video. My eyes widened as I knew what it was.

"I HAVE to show everyone!"
"Are you getting this Kasy?"

Those two sentence replayed in my head. "Elizabeth put it where the whole WORLD can see it!" I mumbled to myself.
'16 year old DRINKING beer!'
Said the description. I played and watched it the video before looking at the comments.

"Omg,she blamed her dad for her drinking!" Said one of them.
"She's only 16 and drinks?!" Said another. "I'm shocked,such a young age...she should be ashamed." Said another one.

"What did I ever...do to you...to make you...hate..me?!" I said threw my sniffiling. 'She likes to feed of my pain. That's all she wants...she just wants me to suffer
Well if its pain she wants,its pain she'll get.' I said to myself. I walked to the bathroom taking a sharp razor with me.

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I cleaned the blood that was in the sink so dad wouldn't get suspisiouse when he walked in,not that he would care or anything. I put a wet rag on my arm so the red liquid would go away. Once it went away I grabbed my phone and ear buds and listened to 'treasure' cover from Cole Smith.

<Cole Smith. 17 year old boy who did covers of songs and posting them on YouTube. He is now a famouse singer all around the world.>

I felt a bit better after hearing his song,so I went to the park to admire the lake. On my way I heard a girl talking. "Hey,isn't that the 16 year old who drinks??" She asked her friend. "Ya,I think it is!" She said. I walked towards them and lost it. "I DONT DRINK! IM COMPLETELY SOBAR AND I SHALL NOT DRINK UNTIL I DIE!!" I yelled in a scary/mad tone.

They just stared at me in freight. "We-Were sorry! Please don't h-hurt us!" One girl stuttered. "Y-Yea man, we didn't mean a-any harm!" Stuttered the other. I realized I scared them and I felt bad,I looked to the ground. "I'm sorry for yelling. I didn't mean to pounce in you." I apologized but when I looked they were gone. I looked around and found them running. I sighed and continued walking to the lake.