The Devil's Flowers || YoonSeok

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"W-what? Are you sure?" Hoseok swallowed slowly.

"We're sorry for your loss Mr. Jung." The officer bowed in respect and turned around to go back to his car.

Hoseok stared at everything in disbelief. Seokjin wasn't dead, he will be here any second. Hoseok kept starring out the opened front door, waiting for some kind of sign. But the only thing Hoseok noticed, was the flowing tears coming out of his eyes.

He slammed the door shut and immediately fell to the ground, tears falling onto the ground as he squeezed his eyes shut and clenched his jaw.

"Why! Why did you take the only thing left in my life!" Hoseok shoved his hands into his eyes and sobbed into them.

Hours went by, and he stayed on the floor, sniffing as he starred at the ground. He felt like crying more, but it seemed his eyes ran out of tears. He felt completely numb.

Memories played through Hoseoks mind. When they first met, the last time they talked, what Seokjin even looked like. All of it was crashing down on Hoseok.

"I miss you." Hoseok stood off the ground, stumbling from his legs being asleep. He walked into his bathroom and looked at his ghostly appearance in the mirror.

His lips were chapped, his once bright eyes were swollen, red, and emotionless. He was a walking corpse at this point.

"I don't know how to do anything without you.." Hoseok ran his sleeve across his nose, sniffling.

He chewed on his bottom lip and slowly opened his medicine cabinet and stared at the Orange bottle with a bunch of tiny pills.

Hoseok squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head harshly, "you're better than this Hoseok! You've already been through this!"

His mind went back to his last overdose and how Seokjin helped him get past it.

Now Seokjin couldn't help him.

Hoseok burst out in tears again before grabbing the pills and roughly opening the lid, only to tilt his head back and pour the entire bottle into his mouth.

He didn't care about the water, he didn't mind choking on the pills, he was just waiting for his end to come.

Seokjin's face kept replaying in his head, tears flowing more harshly as he slid down to the bathroom floor.

"I'll be there soon, wait for me Seokjin."

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