Surpise Surprise

Cancer

"Ms. Locke?" A lady asked as I answered the phone. Wow, couldn't of even given me the chance to say hello? Damn.

"Yes?" I asked questioningly. What the hell is so urgent.

"I am with the Washington Medical Center. Your test results for the biopsy we did two weeks ago came back." My stomach dropped "I'm sorry to tell you this but the results came back positive." The lady said with obvious fake sympathy. Shit. Fuck. Shit. God damn. FUCK.

"How long?" I asked, err, demanded.  

"Estimating by how fast it has spread already, six months would be pushing it. I'm so very sorry that we weren't able to catch it sooner." The lady lied. If she was so sorry, she wouldn't have this fucking job. Get a happier job for fucks sake.

"Whatever." I snapped and hung up. I'm not ready for fucking cancer. I've been fucking telling those jerk offs that something wasn't right. Does anyone listen to me? Obviously not. You so know what the hell your doing. Why does all this shit happen to me. What the actual fuck did I do. I swear, I get someone else's karma or something.

I wasn't even ready for Venom. I was just a kid myself. I still am a fucking kid. Just an older one with tit cancer, apparently. What am I going to do with her? She's only 2 years old and getting her only parent taken away from her. I need to talk to someone. Who? Rob. Maybe he can help me. I picked my phone up and called him.

"Hey! Gabby what possessed you to call me?" Rob exclaimed as her answered the phone.

"The results came back" I paused to keep my voice from cracking. "They're positive. Fucking positive. What am I going to do?" I said panicking a little.

"Oh my god. I'm so sorry Gab. Did they say if they could do anything?" He asked.

"The stupid cunt said six months would be pushing it." I sighed.

"But I thought you found it like a year ago." He said confused. Well, obviously, they shrugged it off like the assholes they are. I should sue.

"I did. They told me it was nothing but if the knot got bigger to come back. I went back four times before they decided to do something about it. They kept saying it wasn't anything to worry about. I kept telling them that something didn't feel right. My fucking gut told me it was something to worry about. My fucking gut is more reliable than fucking doctors with the technology to know this shit." I decided to stop rambling before it got out of hand.

"What are you going to do?" He asked curiously.

"I don't know. They only people I have is you and Sheri but I don't think I could ask you to take Ven or the pup. You guys are so busy." I sighed.

 "You need to talk to her dad. Gabby, you lied and he missed out on the first 2 years of his daughters life. Stop depriving him of his child's life. His band is coming to Pennsylvania in 2 months. I suggest you take Venom and Poison and explain everything to him." Rob lectured.

"How am I suppose to do that? I can't just walk up to them and say 'yea remember when I told you I cheated. Well I was really pregnant with your kid. I'm dying so you have to take her now'. Do you realize how fucked up that is?" I asked getting a little annoyed.

"So, is that you asking me to go with you?" He asked in that annoying tone he gets when he knows more than what's being said. 

"Well, duh." I said as I rolled my eyes. Wait, he can't see me.

"Okay. I'll text you the details and when on when I'm coming." He said and hung up. I need a army of proactive people like him in my life. Like, an enormous one.

"Mama?" Venom asked as she walked in the living room rubbing her eyes.

"Эй девочка, как была ваша НПД?" I asked as I picked her up and sat down on the couch.  

"У меня была мечта о моем папе. Он выглядел так же, как на фотографии." She said as she gathered the blanket off the couch and pulled it on us.

 Okay I know. What the fuck. I'm Russian. My first language is Russian and so is Venom's but she speaks a little English. She is also extremely advanced. I'm not saying this because I'm bragging about how smart my kid is. I'm not that ignorant parent that acts like their child is so smart because they're developing like they should. I'm saying, she is two and speaks perfect grammar (in Russian) an is learning a second language. She can read most things too.

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Mommy ~ mama

Hey baby girl, how was your nap? ~Эй девочка, как была ваша НПД?

I had dream about a my daddy. He looked just like the pictures. ~ У меня была мечта о моем папе. Он выглядел так же, как на фотографии