Would You Live For Me

Chapter 29

    Joker threw me onto the bed and the sudden movement made me yelp in excitement. We pulled at one another so viciously and horny as we kissed. He was grinding in between my legs and holding them to his sides. It wasn't enough. I needed all of him and I needed nothing but him. I lifted my shirt up and threw it over me, ignoring the pain in my chest and shoulders. Next I started unbuttoning his suit pants. He finished taking them and of himself and threw them over to the side. After that, he went to me and pulled my pants and panties off at once. I laid naked as he kneeled in front of me. Our naked bodies were hot from the actions that we did all so fast.

      We stayed like this for a minute. All we did was look at each other's bodies. Soon, he took his lips to mine and traveled down, making me moan and hold onto his muscular arm. His lips made their way to the first line of a bruise and kissed gently all across it. The he did the same to the other. Once he was done kissing all of my damaged spots, he put his hands on both sides of my head. The gestures were caring and sweet and it made me remember the sweet man he had inside of him.

    My hands went around his neck and we both looked down as he entered me. This time was slow. Everything was hot and steamy and beautiful. We were making love for the first time. For once, we didn't just fuck. There was emotion and longing in the small space in between us as he kissed me and went in and out at a steady pace. The tease it all brought to my body made me breathless. His hand found its way to my breast as he massaged, looking down at me. I moaned for him. My name was groaned out in a response as if to say that I was everything in his life at this moment.

    He pulled out of me and kissed down my body and then went to my thighs, biting lightly. It tickled slightly and felt amazing, making me buck my hips to him. The way he looked up at me was enough for me to crumble. "I love the way your body reacts to my touch." His hands reached up to cup my breasts as his tongue slowly licked me and our eyes never broke contact. I begged for him to lick faster and all he did was laugh. Felling the heat of his breath against me made my body shiver in pleasure.

      I fisted his hair which caused him to moan. This always drove him crazy. My finger were shaking as my body clenched. Every single time I felt his smooth tongue go all over me down there, my mind became blank. There was nothing to think about. All I could do was feel and the thing I felt was sincerely the best in the world.

      "B-baby. I need you inside of me please." His lips placed a kiss down there and then he went up to me, kissing me so I could taste myself on his lips and tongue. Then he broke away and I tried to reach down to touch him but he pinned my arms down using one of his hands. The sudden dominance showed that I was his and he eyed my tattoos then finally looking me in my eyes.

      One of his fingers went to my lips, pulling the bottom one down slightly. "Beg for me. Let me know how much you want me." His head went back and expose his whole throat. "Beg." And I did. I begged. My voice, though hoarse, sent out the soft word 'please' over and over before I finally couldn't take it any longer.

      "Joker I am begging you to please give me you. I need all of you now." The words made his head roll and finally, he was in me. My back arched and my mouth opened as nothing came out. It all felt too good for even a sound to be made. No, it all felt perfect. I've never wanted something so much in my life as much as I wanted us to connect in such a way as this.

      My hands went to his back and his head rested by mine, our cheeks touching. We could hear our ragged breaths and my finger dug into his back, not enough to make him bleed but enough to show him how he was making me feel.

      That's when I felt the bubbling sensation in my stomach and Joker noticed my intense pleasure all of a sudden and brought his body up, going fast and spitting on his fingers to rub me where it counts. Not only the actions, but the sight brought me to my high and I came, moving around everywhere. This was the hardest I've ever came and Joker held me down and began to get sloppy, coming to his end.

      "Fuck, Maya, I love you." With that, he finished, slowly stopping to let himself remember the feeling. Little did he know what was going on.

      Our bodies were sweaty as he laid down next to me, looking at the ceiling. I tuned my head to look at him, he followed my action soon after. My hand found its way to his cheek and used the back of my fingers to lightly graze his skin. For a moment, I closed my eyes. This was what I wanted to remember. There was not feeling of euphoria that could top this. No, there was nothing better. "I love you, Joker. Always and forever."

     A smile spread across his face and we turned our bodies so that we were completely facing one another. This face belonged to the man that I loved and the moment we just shared was one I had only dreamt of.

      "We just made love." Our thoughts were one as his voice came out as a whisper. It was great to know that he too, wanted this. For once in a lifetime, he wanted to make love to a women. I nodded and chuckled a little bit as he looked like he won a fish at the fair.

      "You'll always have a special place in my heart, J. Thank you for making me find the person I wanted to be." He furrowed his eyebrows and then nodded. There was a reason to me being so loving and if he knew, it would ruin everything.

      Crawling above him to lay down, I held in tears. This was beautiful. We are beautiful.

      "Goodnight, J."

      "Goodnight, Maya.