Dear J-Hope:

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Dear J-Horse,

Yeah I called you J-Horse, for the first time in my stay with you all. I don't need to worry about you being mad, because I won't be here to feel your rage.


I've been reminiscing the past with the others, so why not do it with you?

Remember when we had a secret picnic on the first day of July when the other members were out? How the summer leaves fell around us in a halo of greens and pink petals. Or how the wind blew in our faces, resulting is us getting a mouthful of hair with our food.



Or do you remember my screams of pain when you kept slapping me for not buying my 'wonderful and stunningly nice' assistant manager the bag she whined about to you even though she hates me? Or how you stood outside my door, listening to me screaming and trying to kill myself, but not coming to my room to check out what was happening. When your manager came in the hospital without any of you to see how I was doing?



...only for you to go celebrate my assistant manager's one year anniversary instead?


Maybe now you'll know why I tried to end my life. Maybe now you'll know the betrayal I felt after 6 years of staying with you all just for her.


I'll miss you, but will you miss me?


Love from,
Bunny-ssi


And at the bottom of his note was a blue flower petal with purple spots on it, almost symbolizing the bruises he had given.

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