Dear Jungkook,
I think writing to you is the hardest. You wanna know why? Simple.
Because saying goodbye was against our promise.
Yet look where I am now. I'm saying goodbye. Or would it be considered badbye. Because where's the good in goodbye. Where's the nice in nice try.
Lol sorry for the song ref.
I think out of all the letters I've sent, yours is the most... relatable. Like it sounds like I wrote it.
If you don't know already, I've... learned to no longer keep up with the negatives and stay with the positives.
You're probably degrading me in your mind, and I know because that's all you would do every day.
You'd just
Keep
Degrading
Me.
Heh. But now you won't have to do so. Because I'm leaving. By the time you read this letter I'll be gone. Where to you might be asking? Well, I myself don't know.
Will it be the golden gates or red lava?
Remember when we were both in high school, with you and I always running from classes to go to the little ajhumma's ice cream shop across my little apartment complex? Or when we went to the beach everyday for the month before you debuted in BTS.
The warm glow of the raging sun, never stopping its work to proving light or all the planets only for it to one day swallow it's "children". The crash of the waves, each having its own array of greens and blues.
Remember that one time a crab washed up and nipped your foot? That was funny.
Do you remember when I was being bullied at big hit, but you just watched along the sidelines and criticized me for not being able to do anything without leaning on you? Or how you joined the crowd and mocked me for not being able to "take a hint"? Well I remember, especially when you and her both started verbally abusing me. Ha fun right.
It was a pleasure getting to spend the last years of my life with you all.
Thank you,
Bunny-ssi
And at the bottom of the page laid a little blue rose petal, no rips nor wilts. But once turned around, showed burn marks and neglectance.
