Dear Jin:

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Dear Jin,


I know you never liked it when people would start something off with a useless intro. But, just for once, could you hear-or read I should say- me out? Thanks.

Remember when I threw a surprise party for you two years ago? When Rapmon ate a sugar flower topping but cringed at how sweet it was? Suga was dancing on the table after drinking 3 glasses of vodka. Jungkook could only stare, while V, Jimin, and J-Hope were grinding on each other, also heavily intoxicated.

Then, you took me to the balcony; and told me that you'd never find someone as amazing as me. How you hugged me with tears from having a perfect group of friends.

I guess I wasn't perfect.

Or you'd never dump a scalding hot bowl of soup on me. Or you'd never throw a broken plate at me because I told you your amazing assistant manager hit me. Now you know she really did; but you never apologized. I don't think you ever will. Now I know how much you hate me.



Now I realize how worthless my attempts to rekindle our once iron-strong friendship really was. Now I know how much the worth of me, a friend of 6 years, compares to her, a faker for 1 year. Now that my contract is done, I'm not going to renew it for your good.



Thank you for leading me in the path of making a name for myself.


I hope you'll miss me the same way I'll miss you. But it's just an unrealistic dream and wish, right?

Love from,
Bunny-ssi

And with the note was a blue flower petal, a dried tear of despair left behind.

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