Two Timer (Boyxboy)

Hello!

Sorry for the late update.. I know this is a bit short...  School works sucks!!

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Graham's POV

Damon's acting a bit weird lately.. He's been quiet for 3 days.. He's always been like a ball of energy but lately he's quiet and like he's in deep thoughts.. It's starting to bother me.. Does this have anything to do with our relationship? Maybe he's not happy with me anymore. Is Alex involved again? Does he know about my encounter with Liam Gallagher? Maybe i'm just being paranoid..

I walked towards where Damon is sitting. He's looking outside the window with a lit cigarette between his two fingers.. I leaned down and hugged him from the behind.. "Hey... Is there something bothering you? It seems like I've lost you for days.." He looked at me, a bit startled. "Come back to me, love.." He smiled at me and I gently kissed his soft lips..

"I'm right here, Gra.. I'm just thinking of some new ideas for our music, s'all.." He kissed me right back.. I didn't believe what he said but i just shrugged it off.. I don't want arguments so I didn't push questioning him.

I know something's wrong.. I can feel it.. After what happened with Alex it feels like I'm having a hard time trusting him again... I know it is unfair to Damon because I promised to trust him and he promised to trust me in return.. And to think that I flirted with the Oasis' frontman doesn't make me a trustworthy person after all..

We just got back from touring and now we're doing some shows and small gigs and Damon's been writing songs again and he's planning to get us back to the studio to work on his new materials. This is what I adore about Damon.. His mind is restless, always full of ideas and new songs to work on.. But now, he looks distracted.. There's something bothering him and i'm not sure if O want to know about it.. It scares me.. 

I jolted as the phone began ringing bringing me back to reality after zoning out for I don't know how long.

"I'll get it.." He half smiled at me and ruffled my hair as he starts to walk towards the telephone.. I looked at him as he picked up the receiver.

"Hello?!" I eyed him under my glasses wondering who the hell is in the other end of the line.. There was silence after that. I looked at my hands and started picking on the callouses at my fingertips.

"Okay.. I'll be there in a few.." He said quietly after a few seconds of silence. I raised my head to look at him as he walks towards me. He smiled nervously and hugged me...

"I'm just going out for a bit.." He smiled squeezed me tighter placing small kisses on my cheeks..  "The producer wanted to discuss something.. I'll be back in an hour or two.."

"Erm.. Okay.." I answered smiling as he planted soft kisses on my cheeks.. He squeezed me tight one last time before he stood up and started walking towards the door..

I wanted to ask him if why the producer only wished to talk to him without me but I kept my mouth shut. Well, this is not the first time Damon's been in a meeting with the producer without me so, I guess it's okay..

I felt my heart ache as I heard the front door slammed shut softly indicating that Damon's left the house.. I dunno why but I really feel something's wrong.. My eyes stings as I felt hot tears running down my cheeks. I need something to clear my mind. I walked towards the wine bar and took one of the bottles..

Maybe i'm just over reacting.. I opened the bottle and started drinking it without even bothering to get a glass full of ice.. I felt the wine burn my throat as I drank almost half the content of the bottle. I felt dizzy already.. I walked towards the bedroom and opened the telly.. Maybe there's something interesting to watch while I wait for Damon to come home..

Unfortunately, there's nothing good to watch on this goddamn telly. I need someone I can talk to before I lose my mind. And I think I know who to call...

I looked at the bedside table and stare at the phone for a moment. I reached inside the pocket of my pants looking for it.. I took the receiver and dialled the number.. My mind races as I hear the line ringing..

"Hello?" The voice answered.