Her Dangerous Love

8)Confronting the past

A few things was clear after last night's events.

A)My feelings for Selena doesn't look good.

B)My feelings for her father doesn't look good.

C)MY FEELINGS ABOUT EVERYTHING DOESNT LOOK GOOD.

Last night was wrong. Simple as that what me and Riley has. . .had is simply just lust.

He must like this. I muttered dryly. You see guys foreplay and girls foreplay are two different things. . .for women it starts on a couch or bed . . . for guys it starts 6 o clock on the way to the restaurant his hard already. Obvious.

I doubt what I felt was his wallet while we were dancing last night.

I mean DUH

Bright white light stung my eyes after finally taking the heavy duvet off my head.

Talking about killer time to go for third man down on the list. I needed to take the scumbag out.

Christopher Grey.

All the sin in the world piled up into one man. The rest of them was my father's friends . . .This one here was my worst nightmare compared to before. . .

No no! Dad! Save me they touching me! I squirmed crying out desperately as two big men towered over me raking their filthy hands over me laughing at my despair. My clenched fist connected, instantly stopping the one stunning him as He losened his grip.

I sprang out of his clutches running to the office they had taken my father.

There he stood smiling at me.

While he accepted a thick bundle of notes from the demon.

Christopher Grey

"Shes going to make a lot of clients happy, she's underage but this is the place where sweet dreams are made of isn't it Mr John." The man threw his head back and laughed deeply along with her father.

"Let me sample the goods. . .my clients who love young fresh girls like freshly picked flowers. Come here Julia or rather Juliet, welcome to your new home."

I stood in utter disbelief registering slightly my own father is selling me, like a piece of property, like a used good. At 13 after so much so deep pain I know all the harshness of the world. . .I know exactly how my future here will be. . .

Disgust crawled up my spine almost turning me a shade lighter thinking about the demon.

I will never let any child get into his disgusting hands.

My own father turned me into this. . .This shell of a being, how much longer till the nightmares end, how much longer till I can trust, Kevin says he loves me but love doesn't exist in this world. . .If it doesn't I know I cannot love him back I'm incapable.

"Will he want me, am I really what he wants"

. . . after knowing so many men have used me. . .tears swelled threatening to spill over my thick lashes as the fear coursed threw me.

Knock knock! I brushed my hands angrily on my face getting the tears roughly off.

"Julia." Selena peered timidly from the door.

"Morning." I replied quietly to keep my voice from breaking.

"I just want you to know. . .don't be sad no matter what you're here to take care of me but I will also take care of you, I overheard you when you said if he would want you I don't know who he is but he would b crazy to not."