dear mom,
i'm so sorry for my last letter.
i realise i came off rude and mean. i'm really sorry.
hows life? is anthony doing good?
how was that big ball you were getting ready for?
i hope it went well.
i hope you know that i don't blame you for what happened to me.
based on your last letter i'm assuming you found out.
it wasn't your fault. it wasn't anyones besides mine.
you weren't around enought to be able to tell.
no one realised. no one knew
i didn't tell anyone. i didn't want to admit it.
it was easier to lie and pretend it didn't happen.
even if i had told someone, i doubt it would've helped.
don't blame yourself. it was my fault. i was afraid of what would happen if people knew.
i didn't want to be labled as the girl who got raped.
so i tried to hide it, so i would avoid that lable.
i guess it didn't work though people stil found out.
your daughter,
emma
