I'm crying again.. I think I messed up really badly.. I lost the one I loved the most and I lost one of my best friends all because of irrational moves and I don't know if I did the right thing.. Are they better off without me? I know if she gets caught talking to me she will be taken away from me.. But did I overreact again? I mean we've been through stuff like this before but I can't risk losing her any more than I already have. I found another razor and I want to tear my skin apart. Without her I have nothing keeping me here, I want to die more than ever before. I hate myself and I'm just a mean, selfish bitch who can't control her emotions. Is this the right thing to do to let her find herself? I love her with all my heart, she gives me a feeling that nobody else has ever given me. I don't know...I love her with all my heart. But did I find my forever to early? Do we even know who we are yet? I want to do what's best for her...I just don't know what that is. I love her..
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Parts of my soul
RandomThis is just a collection of little pieces of my mind in story from that I can never finish or make better, so this will probably suck but if you read it then you can't make mean comments because I suck
