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In which Niall is depressed and writes his thoughts and feelings down in a diary. Trigger Warnings: SH, Suicide, Intrusive Thoughts

Part 8

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by itsniallerr

by itsniallerr

MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING!

30th of March, 2012

Hey,

I don't know if I can do this anymore.

I can't handle it.

The pressure is too much, the hate is taking over my life.

I wish I could end it.

But I CAN end it.

No, I can't make them stop hating me, that's impossible.

Because... Several reasons.

I just don't deserve love, I guess.

But there IS a way to end all the pain, the hate.

A way, in which I won't feel anything anymore.

It almost sounds too attractive.

But I'll think about it, before... Well, y'know...

Niall.

Oh my fridge, what did I just write? :O

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Xx itsniallerr
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