[Levi One Shots]

[Suicidal! Levi x Erwin ~ Alone]

I am a depressed person so I write depressing things, deal with it.
May I say how happy I am to find a pic that fits perfectly with this story.
Ok I'm done, enjoy :)

-Levi's P.O.V-
It was the end of the 57th expedition beyond the wall. Almost everyone was either unconscious or in tears, and Captain Levi was no exception. Not only had his whole team died, Petra's father had come to talk with him. He managed to get rid of the man before he had to break the news, but as soon as the scouts got back their base, Levi locked himself in his office. Several people had come by looking for him. Levi replied with an angry 'fuck off' and after a while people stopped coming. His cold emotionless expression kept people off his back. While on the inside, all Levi wanted to do was join his friends. Levi stood up from his desk, sobbing, and connected his fist with the wall.
"Fuck!"
Levi cried harder and sunk to his knees, watching the bruises form on his hand.
"Why can't I do anything right?!"
Levi froze, noticing something shiny under the desk. It was the pocket knife he had dropped a few weeks ago. He gulped and reached for it, picking the blade up and turning it in his hand.
"This is my chance..."
Levi rolled up his sleeves, revealing several pink and red lines. He started to sob again, as he brought the metal down on his skin. Tearing away like this would fix all the wrong in his life.
"Sorry Hanji, Erwin. I'm so sorry for what I've done..."
Levi's breath slowed as he watched the blood drip into his lap. It was almost like the pain calmed him down.
"This is it, I'm done..."
Just then, there was a knock at the door.
-Hanji's P.O.V-
Hanji was much happier than the others, which wasn't to surprising. The girl was rarely in a bad mood. That was usually a good thing, but the constant smiling gets annoying and a little creepy. Hanji had heard about Levi's squad, and she knew of his depression, so she did what any great friend would do and went to check on him.
"Levi!?" She yelled and knocked on the door. "Let me in!"
Hanji waited for a reply, instead she was met with the sound of crying. She tried open the door, only to find it was locked.
'That's probably not good.' She thought to herself as she walked off down the hall. Commander Erwin had a key to every room in the building, he should be able to help Levi.
-3rd person P.O.V-
"Levi!" Someone yelled from outside.
Levi's heart froze when he heard the voice. It was Erwin.
"Open this door or I will for you!"
"Fuck off!" Levi yelled in response. Erwin sighed sticking the key in the lock and turning the handle.
"Please just go away!" Levi yelled again chocking back tears. It was to late. Erwin entered the room, slamming the door behind him. He ran over to the bloody figure in the corner, and wrestled the knife out of Levi's hands. He wrapped his arms around the man, lifting him back up on his feet. Levi sobbed into Erwin's shoulder, his whole body shaking uncontrollably. Erwin hugged him tighter, trying to calm him down.
"I-I'm so-sorry!" Levi managed to spit out.
"No, don't be. Its my fault your friends died" Erwin replied.
"I-I just wa-wanted it t-to e-end..."
"I know, I'm sorry.
"W-why did yo-you have t-to stop m-me?!"
Erwin pulled away and looked Levi in the eyes.
"Because there are several more people who are still alive because of you. You still have other friends who need you to help them."
"T-there pr-probably just gonna d-die to!"
"No, they won't. I'll make sure of that this time."
Levi started crying and hugged Erwin again. They stood like this for a while, before Levi finally calmed down.
"Dinner is in a few minutes, I'll meet you down there." Erwin said, picking up the knife and walking out of the room. Levi nodded and walked over to his desk. I guess he'd have to live another day after all.

That was short,and Levi was way out of character. Oh well. ╮('-')╭