My Girl

Chapter 1 -- Pathetic

Chris POV

 I am Michael Chris Park.

This is another boring day.

Nasa labas ako ng school nya.

I’m waiting for her so we can talk. Actually I’m always here after my class para kausapin sya at magmakaawa na bumalik sakin pero wala pa din nangyayari.

Naaawa na ako sa sarili ko. Pilit kong hinahabol ang babaeng ginago lang ako. Pero feeling ko mas gago ako kung hindi ko mapapatunayan na mas deserving ako sa lalaking gusto nya.

That’s her.

Bumaba ako agad sa kotse para habulin sya.

“Xandrea wait!”—I shouted

Lumingon sya tapos binilisan ang paglalakad ng makita ako.

I pulled her arm to face me.

“Please let’s talk. Come back to me Xandrea. It is damn 2 years pero I really can’t forget you”—ako

“Mike please stop this. I only used you para mapansin ni Tj. So please tigilan mo na ako. Matagal na tayong tapos”—sya

“Alam ko pero bumalik ka lang sakin kakalimutan kong lahat ng ito”—ako

Mukha na akong tanga dito pero wala akong pakialam.

“You know what Mike I really pity you chasing after me. I don’t love you simula pa lang ginamit na kita kaya please lang tigilian mo na ako. You look pathetic”—sya

You look pathetic

You look pathetic

You look pathetic

You look pathetic

Then she left me dumbfounded on what she said.

Okay lang na pathetic ako pero kung babalikan nya ako wala akong pakialam kahit magmukha akong kawawa.

Nakatayo padin ako kung saan ko sya nakausap.

Kapag minamalas ka nga naman umulan pa.

The weather joined me on my bitterness. I am really pathetic!

Sumakay ako sa kotse ko.Tomorrow I’ll wait for her again kahit paulit ulit nya akong ipagtabuyan I want her back.

I started the engine and leave the place and went home.

What will I do?

I really love her.

The memories we shared are still fresh to me how come I could move on easily.

*Flashback*

-2nd year high school-

I was on my way home when a girl accidentally bumped me.

“Sorry!”—she said

I’m about to shout at her because of her clumsiness but I was stunned when I see her angelic face.

“Mister are you okay? I said I’m sorry”—sya

 I was back to my senses when she snapped her fingers in front of my face.

“Yeah. I’m alright”—ako

“Sorry ulet by the way I’m Xandrea Ametyst Ching”—sya then offered her right  hand for a hand shake