To be completely honest;
I don't even know if I want to try anymore.
I don't want to save myself.
I don't want to carry on.
I don't want to stay.
I don't want to live.
I don't want to be like this.
But I can't save myself.
I don't want to.
I guess it's just one of those nights, where depression takes over.
And convinces you that you don't want to survive.
That the only way to escape is suicide.
~Addy🌸
