Alpha mate Jealous?

Chapter 7

Hey guys im sorry but this is going to have to be short because im so tired but i thought i owed it to you to give you a lil more plot. Enjoy.

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'''where are you?' i spoke softly because i couldn't contain my excitement, and if i had been any louder it would have came out in a squeak. I was practically bouncing on the flats of my feet, i heard a soft laugh from the other end of the phone. 

''Right outside your house pumpkin.'' The smile on my face grew a nmile as i jumped up and down squealing like a a teen had just saw her faveroute movie star. in real life he was family, or at least what i considered family. Him and his crew knew me years ago. Every year i go away for summer, but never liked the places so i changed where i went every year.

That was until a few years ago i met this sweet boy, with gorgeous brown eyes, a muscled body and a handsome face and black wind swept hair. 

i spent the whole summer with him but he kept suddenly disappearing. I thought it was because he didn't want to be seen with me. so i started getting upset.

To a point where i cut myself, and lost consiousness. When i woke up i found Danny cradling me in his arms and crying, saying something stupid about how much he loved me. i actually laughed, kissed him whilst he was still startled and hugged him close to me.

sadly i had to leave so i told him that if we had to part like this every year i couldn't be with him like we had been, because up until then we had started dating and he said he was falling for me, as was i.

And that we should keep it more platonic because it will hurt less this way, plus i had thought i had a mate out there some where, so this would be pointless.

 flash backs / biography

So every year i went to the same place, it wasn't great place but it was the company that i kept, that helped me through everything. Of course by then i didn't have a mate just yet. 

A few years later he was acting hind of shifty like the days he was dissapearing, and i got upset again thinking he had moved on so i followed him, trying to put my irrational fear behind me.

Although i had asked him to be just friends, his quick ability to move on hurt me. what  i saw that night was a misunderstanding.

i followed him to a dark dingy alley way, where he stood stiffly waiting for something. His eyes were shifty and cold. A girl dressed up nice and pretty was there she looked stunning.

She wore jean cut of shorts with a ripped red shirt and a white under shirt beneath it. with silver bangles and a simple linked chain around her neck her beautiful hair cung in loose curls around her pretty face, and he slim body was toned and well looked after. But it was her smile that caught my attention. She was dazzling.

Her hair was curly but not in a untamed way that i had it. I looked at my hair in the reflection disgusted with myself. As a tear dripped down my face, of course he wouldn't want me any more when he had her.

I completly forgot about being quiet, as a sob broke through my chest not wanting him to know it was me i fled to my appartment, flinging myself on the bed in a messy heap of cloths and limbs. 

i ran into the toilet and ran my self a bath. waiting for it to fill i looked at my face. 

her's is so much prettier than mine i thought with dread.

im just ugly  i thought. i went and turned off the taps and got in slowly, letting my aching body be soothed by the warm slightly hot water.

i still pictured how amazingly pretty she was. Devastated about how much of a fool i had been to haeve thought h really could like someone like me i had grabbed the razor and cut. 

I had actually cut a little too deep, and couldn't stop the bleeding. i let out a strangled scream, before i fell under the water and into darkness. 

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i thought about leaving it here but i thought that was a little harsh so here is the rest ;) 

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i felt warm sheets under me, as i lay on a soft pillow. I snuggled deeper into the pillow, cuddling it, only to hear the pillow laugh. My brain clearly wasn't working very well because i just scrunched up mu face and chewed my lip as i thought about how a pillow could talk but then i felt his hands on my waist agian.

as i turned my head away from the cream coloured silk sheets and the bed post and side table with a wooden lamp settled on it, and instead turned to the face hovering above mine, with eyes leaking, and a red nose...

flash back / biography end

i came to when i found myself outside of my beautiful hose, and being pulled from mmy car by the best friend Danny. And his mate, i know what your thinking, mated with a human, no it wasnt by choice. She loves him and vice versa.

The fact that he was a human was irrelevent. But its what made everything extremly complicated. i turns out that danny boy was part of a crew, a gang if you will. 

A gang that i later found out about the day after i cut myself, because He felt soo guilty that he decided to spill his guts to me. I've been in the gang ever since, i have a tattoo to prove it, not that any one can really see it its on my inner left thigh its of a wolf ironically.

It's howling at the moon. its ment to symbolyse a pack, a team, a unit. To help us understand what a gang is all about, family. And im guessing the reason hes back is because we have another job to do.