Destroying My Cover Girl Image [ON HOLD]

Chapter 4 - Alex

~Alex above~

-Time Skip to the next morning (Saturday)-

I woke up in my bed and the first thought I had was: WHAT TIME IS IT??!!?!? 

I take my phone and look. 

12:42 AM. Thank God the date isn't until 2 PM.

Hold up. 'Date?' Get yourself together Azure. 

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Damn.

Congratulations Azure, you fucked up bad.

How am I supposed to face Brent at school? I mean, I don't know if he likes me but I do like him...and this feels like two timing. Great.

I strip out of my pj's and head to the shower. I stand in the shower as I feel the warm water dripping down. I need some time to think, and the shower was the place. I had to get away from my phone and from my parents. I mean, what could they say in this scenario? "Wait, you went break dancing?". Probably what they would say. They are the type of people to squint to the details, not looking at the bigger picture.

Why am I thinking about my parents?

I sign as I stare at my white shower curtains.  

Lord. Jesus. Please. Have. Mercy. On. Me

I finish showering and wrap the towel around me as I step out to my room.

Hmm...what to wear....

Alex knows that I am not innocent, so I dont have to wear my shitty school 'uniform'.

I glance at my denim shorts, black halter top and my black booties. Bingo! 

I put the clothes on and head downstairs. I had no breakfast yet and I am craving some poptarts and chocolate milk.

I saw my mother reading on the couch so I decided to stop acting like a bitch for once.

"Hello Mother. How are you today?"

She turned around and glared at me. "You are NOT going out like that! What are you wearing?!?"

"M-mother, Jessica and I are doing a photoshoot today for our school paper."

Shit. I stuttered.

"About?"

"How it is not alright to wear distracting clothes and the impacts of it, and how if you wear the clothes I do nothing will happen".

I hated myself for just saying that. Just because you wear something revealing doesn't mean you are inviting people to fuck you. It's 2016 people, grow some balls, suck some dicks, and get over it. I hope Mother doesn't see through me.

"Oh wonderful! Sorry Azure, I thought something else but I was just being silly, there was no way you were dressing like that normally. Forgive me?

"Always, Mother" I roll my eyes when I was sure she didn't see me.  Always my ass. 

I get some poptarts (s'mores are my favorite) and a glass of chocolate milk.

Shortly after I finish I head up to style my hair, brush my teeth and apply my makeup.